Latest Posts by aethererebus - Page 9

they should invent a me who doesn’t fuck up every relationship i’ve ever had

am i just too much?

am i not enough?

am i too hard?

am i too soft?

am i too normal?

am i too weird?

am i too loud?

am i too shy?

am i too cold?

an i too nice?

am i too depressed?

am i too happy?

am i too serious?

or am i too unserious?

Tell me what am I? What is the real me?

What is the me people will like?

What is the me people won’t leave?

Doesn't matter how much effort I put in, right? It's hard to love me.

theres something so innately and intrinsically wrong with me its in my bones and my blood and everywhere inside and around me and i cant tear it out no matter how hard i claw

fascinating how grief makes you miss people who suck

maybe i really am just unloveable

Jealousy eats me alive. Too bad it never kills me.

I'm ashamed of my own pain

why must i be so hard to be around?

it’s so evil when you have a beverage and you drink it and then there’s no beverage anymore

how to cope with the fact that you’re a burden that no one will ever love question mark

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sorry, i got my crippling fear of abandonment and my intensive jealousy from my mom haha

why do i feel rejected so easily

i just hate feeling so forgotten and unimportant

my soul is too sensitive for this life.

can you all forget everything you know about me pls I really want to start again but be cooler this time.

does anyone else feel sooooo crazy and insane but in the most boring way possible

i’m like if an angel fell from heaven and got insanely fucked up from the impact

anxious-avoidant blogging style

boyfriend asked what i was doing, told him i was editing a picture, boyfriend asked "is it something like house stretched out with the words 'menstrual blood' on it or some shit?", boyfriend was wrong, boyfriend was also onto something this goes hard

inside me there are two lungs. and one liver. one stomach. a few meters of intestine. there's a lot inside me actually

ik voel me overweldigd door emoties

ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen ik wil niet voelen

urgghhhhh

[translation: "i feel overwhelmed with emotions" then "i don't want to feel" 15 times]

stop normalizing ai use in fandom 👎

CHAT ITS OUR 16 MONTHS TODAY!!!!!

but i don't get to see them :C

devastating

BUT MY LOVE KNOWS NO BOUNDS SO I CONTINUE TO BE HAPPY AND OKAY BC AS LONG AS WE LOVE EACH OTHER NOTHING CAN STOP US RAAAAAGGGHHHH

i love themmm :333

I get a small wave of depression every time I see myself in a mirror. it feels like a punch in the gut, and I honestly have no idea what I should do about it

dysphoria really sucks, like, you'd really think I'd be used to how I look by now

they are so dear to me

i love them with all of my heart

nothing will ever change that

i will never stop loving them

i want to be with them forever

through everything

no matter what

i will give them all the love i have in my heart