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3 weeks ago

marine biologist sevika with a baby seal <3

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arcaneisundermyskin

1 month ago

Growing tired of the toxic/abusive Abby headcanons

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I truly don't think Abby has it in her. Not in any timeline, not in any version of herself.

Abby is strong, yes — physically intimidating even- but her strength is protective, never oppressive. She's hyper aware of the power she carries in her body and in her presence, and she's especially careful with the people she loves.

In fact, Abby's worst fear might be becoming a person who could hurt someone she loves. If she even thought she'd made you feel unsafe — emotionally or physically — it would wreck her. She'd spiral into shame, shut down, go quiet for days. She's the type to overcorrect into gentleness because she never wants her strength to feel like a weapon.

She might snap at someone if she's deeply overwhelmed or panicked, especially in a moment of fear or high emotion. But even then, it's reactive — never controlling, never cruel. And she always circles back to take accountability.

What Abby might do instead:

Withdraw. When she's upset, she shuts down. Goes quiet, distant. Not to punish— but because she doesn't know how to process it without accidentally hurting someone. This could feel like rejection if you didn't understand it, but it's self-protective, not abusive.

Internalize. She won't talk about what's wrong, even when she's hurting. She takes on too much, blames herself for things she can't control, and sometimes tries to "handle" things alone instead of leaning on others. This could cause tension — but again, it comes from love, not malice.

More than anything, Abby turns her intensity inward. She's her own harshest critic, especially if she thinks she's failed in her role, it devastates her.

In a relationship with her, built on deep emotional trust and so much care — there's no room for abuse. Disagreements? Of course. Miscommunications? Sometimes. But anything even resembling abuse would be the antithesis of who Abby is.

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let’s unfuck the narrative please. ༝༚༝༚

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arcaneisundermyskin

1 month ago

Sabrina Carpenter wears sparkling pink platform boots with heart cutouts on stage during the Short N’ Sweet Tour

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arcaneisundermyskin

2 months ago

The Giver by Chappell Roan is Cowboy!Sevika’s song

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arcaneisundermyskin

2 months ago

IM DYING

Call It What You Want

Like I meantioned before this is dedicated to my wife - also try to read it with the vibe of “Galway Girl” by MALINDA as that’s what I was aiming for.

[Verse 1]

She slipped into my world with a comment or two,

Had me laughing out loud, yeah, she always knew.

A little bit of teasing, a little back and forth,

Didn’t take long ’til she became my north.

Started playin’ with the pet names, “babe” and “dear,”

One stuck real quick, now it’s all I hear.

Not a ring, not a vow, not a wedding parade,

But she’s my wife in every way.

[Pre-Chorus]

Oh, she’s got a fire, got a wild little spark,

Sharp like lightning, but she’s soft at heart.

Got me wrapped around, got me head over heels,

Loves me hard, and the love is real.

[Chorus]

Call it what you want, call it what you may,

She’s the one I’ll love ‘til my hair turns grey.

No paper, no priest, no church bells play,

But I’d swear my life she’s mine to stay.

Call it what you want, call it what you may,

But she’s my wife in every way.

[Verse 2]

Oh, she’s a little dramatic, makes a scene just right,

Got a dirty mind but a heart so kind.

Wants to teach, wants to shape young souls,

But for now, she just teaches me to love another soul.

And damn, it gets lonely when the night gets long,

Miss her voice, miss her warmth, miss where I belong.

But I hold on tight, ‘cause I know someday,

I’ll wake up next to her and say—

[Chorus]

Call it what you want, call it what you may,

You’re the one I’ll love ‘til my hair turns grey.

No paper, no priest, no church bells play,

But I’d swear my life you’re mine to stay.

Call it what you want, call it what you may,

But you’re my wife in every way.

[Bridge]

One day I’ll fly, one day I’ll run,

One day I’ll be where she wakes with the sun.

Drop to my knee, no more play,

Slip that ring on, make it stay.

[Final Chorus]

Call it what you want, call it what you may,

She’s the one I’ll love ‘til my hair turns grey.

No paper, no priest, no church bells play,

But I’d swear my life she’s mine to stay.

Call it what you want, call it what you may,

But she’s my wife in every way.

[Outro]

She’s my wife in every way…

And soon enough, she’ll take my name.

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arcaneisundermyskin

2 months ago

im sobbing😭

Fanart by @linta_610 on Twitter and reposted to Tumblr with the artist's permission.

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arcaneisundermyskin

2 months ago

puppy eyes💔

Sevika eyes doodles

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arcaneisundermyskin

2 months ago

she’s my spirit animal

sevika x femme!reader

genuinely gay panics over you every hour of the day. she wants to tell you how pretty you are and how weak you make her but is too embarrassed to, so she’ll just stare at you lovingly when she thinks you aren’t looking

likes it when you hang onto her arm when you walk down the street together. also likes opening doors for you, pulling out chairs for you, because you teasingly say “thank you my gentleman” every time and it makes her blush

it takes her all of 5.03 minutes to get ready to go out, while you’re still choosing an outfit fifteen minutes later. she’ll mope around and grumble about how you don’t need all that prep because you look fine but secretly enjoys watching you put on makeup and do your hair. it’s like an art form to her. tries to kiss off your lip gloss the minute you put it on because she says you look so yummy

on that note. she loves the smell of your products and will find every conceivable excuse to bury her nose in your hair, kiss your lips, your neck, just to be close to your scent

never buys any maintenance products for herself (3 in 1 soap n she calls it a day) but she’ll hear you briefly mentioning something you want—a new lip gloss, a skirt, a skincare product—and she'll just place it in front of you the next day without a word

any hetero who sees the two of you would assume she’s the stone butch top and you’re the femme bottom and only sevika knows how friggin scary you can be when she makes you mad, like when she comes home late without telling you and scares the shit out of you, or when she gets into a fight and puts herself in danger

(she doesn’t fear anything except the sound of you clicking your tongue)

will follow you around on shopping days and carry the bags. enjoys intimidating the other boyfriends and husbands waiting for their partners to finish shopping

you hold the reins in the relationship and she knows it. she loves it when you boss her around and call her your puppy

carries you on her back on date nights when your heels start hurting your feet too much. she always teases you about them- “why the hell would anyone want to walk on plastic toothpicks?” but secretly thinks they’re sexy

always in dangerous protective lesbian boyfriend mode when you go out and you’re wearing something low cut. keeps a hand on your thigh or around your waist at all times and shoots venomous looks at any man who so much as glances at you.

loves it when you’re dressed up, but also loves it when you’re just chilling in the house in sweats, hair down without any makeup. she loves the way you look in the mornings with messy hair and sleepy eyes. once when she thought you were sleeping you hear her whispering “my princess” as she stroked your hair

now it’s an ongoing joke between you. she’s your knight and you’re her princess

whenever you consult her on how you should do your nails next she’ll close her eyes and pick randomly like it’s a multiple choice test. this annoys you to no end. when you tell her to pick seriously she just smirks and says “honestly? my favorite kinds of nails are short nails.”

likes to plop down on the couch and pull you onto her lap after a long day of work and turn on the tv, nuzzling her face in your hair. she’ll fall asleep cuddling you in front of the tv five (5) minutes later but she’ll jolt awake as soon as you start to disentangle yourself from her ~~~ thank you @arcaneisundermyskin for the req :)

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arcaneisundermyskin

3 months ago

i dont know why but it just makes me sob she’s such a nerd😭