So, under the influence of god knows what, I changed my user and kinda my whole vibe. I’ve gotten REALLY into scene stuff lately and decided to make it my branding
DO NOT WORRY ALL 3 PEOPLE THAT FOLLOW ME, CONTENT WILL REMAIN THE SAME.
Speaking of content, where’s that been?
CW: Mental Health BS and mentions of Ab*sive behavior
So, basically, I was working on some stage stuff (cuz I’m a theater major) and I was working tech/backstage stuff, (which was my first time doing so) and my stage manager was a BITCH. She would constantly verbally harass me and purposely made me feel insignificant compared to the rest of the tech crew and cast. There was even a moment she straight LIED to me RIGHT TO MY FACE. JUST SO SHE COULD GET UNDER MY SKIN.
Even though it’s been like almost 2 months since I’ve had to work with her, needless to say, I am deeply traumatized. My mental health has plummeted and I genuinely cannot go a day without fearing for my wellbeing the next time I even so much as have a CHANCE of seeing my SM again. I was in genuine paranoid episodes everytime I finished a show at my high school (volunteer work) she was somehow gonna be there.
So, yeah, TLDR: Stage Manager verbally abused me for 3 weeks straight and now I think I have PTSD
With all that being said, I do hope to post stuff soon. Maybe I’ll do a Kandi tour (cuz that’s pretty much all I’ve had the motivation to do) I’ve got some pretty cute stuff that I hope y’all like
Anyways, thanks for reading, all 3 people that follow me, I hope to do stuff and things in the future
ppl who celebrate fictional character birthdays are annoying pass it on
“I come bearing gifts-“ passes out
in all seriousness though, apologies for my absence, all 3 people that look at my blog, life has decided to fuck me up insensitive style and I forgot the safeword. Despite this, however, I still draw sometimes (most of the stuff I’ve been making is just shitty pen doodles in my sketchbook, nothing really that interesting) So, here’s this drawing of my spidersona, Sci-Spi
Praying to the tumblr gods this won’t be taken down, please god, lemme out pizza the hut 🙏🙏 Anyways, if you can’t tell, I’m obsessed with Hozier and his new song (Too Sweet)
That moment when your girlfriend is so pretty, you catch on fire
well at least khonshu would be proud of him☝️🤓
I have contracted a deadly plague that’ll swiftly kill me within hours (I have a cold)
”She was born on Easter (March 31st)”
I HAVE WAITED ALL YEAR TO POST THIS
So, my Apple Pencil has been acting literal doodoofart recently, and I can’t draw digitally atm. I did however find some blank sketchbooks that’s been lying around apparently, so that’s where these came from.
The first one is doodles of my venomsona, Trixie B and her symbiote Mudslide
the second one was anatomy practice I made with Cami, because she’s buff and I wanna show that. (References came from Rhea Ripley, lmao)
the third one was a little doodle I made of CatFish that was originally gonna be something else, but I didn’t like)
the next one is just some random stuff I made because I wanted to draw, including my fursona, CandyBark (its cropped because there was some personal stuff I didn’t want to show, I’m ok now though :DD)
the final one is some drawings of my GOTG oc, Captain Stinkbomb
Bark, 18, She/They, I post art sometimes, Certified Girlkisser, Blog dedicated to whatever I'm hyperfixated on at the time (Currently MCU), The Moon Knight Autism Has Taken Over
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