nothing can live up to promise, nothing can stop it’s narrative
2010s New York 365 party girl indie sleaze bubblegum nightmare
I got a lust for life
nobody breaks my heart.
˚₊‧꒰ა ♱ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
teraz to w ogóle nie chce mi się spac
czekam do 4 na wschód słońca
fuck that
obudziłam się a jest 4 56 i się czuje wyspana
⋆.˚ 𖥔˚ PERSISTENCE ISN’T THAT FUCKING HARD. YOU’RE JUST OVERTHINKING IT.
Here’s the truth, babe:
Persistence isn’t some mystical, complicated, twenty-step ritual with moon water and six daily meditations.
It’s literally just this:
“Yeah. It’s already mine.”
That’s it. No glittery lightning bolt. No thunderous spiritual awakening. Just a quiet, calm, deep-rooted certainty that what you want is already yours.
Not “might be,” not “hopefully,” not “if I do everything right.”
It is. Yours. Period.
“What if I’m just delusional?” “What if I don’t deserve it?” “What if it’s not working???”
Okay. Take a breath. Let’s be real: doubt is normal. You're not a self-help robot. You're not here to repeat affirmations like a broken cassette tape in a yoga studio. You’re not meant to be perfectly positive every hour of every day. That’s exhausting and unrealistic.
Even when you’re crying.
Even when you’re spiraling.
Even when you feel like a damn goblin in emotional shambles—
It’s still yours.
You having a moment of fear? That doesn’t undo the energy you’ve already locked in. You having a breakdown in bed at 2AM? Still doesn’t change the fact that what you want is already on the way.
Because you decided. You claimed it. You set that standard. And once you’ve decided something is yours, that energy doesn’t just disappear because your vibes were off for a day. This isn’t about being perfect. This is about being solid.
You’re human. You’re allowed to feel like shit. You don’t have to constantly be chanting “I am abundant” while forcing a smile like a possessed Barbie. You can fall apart. You can doubt. You can scream into a pillow. You can be a whole mess and STILL be magnetic as hell.
Because persistence is not about controlling how you feel. It’s about knowing that beneath all the chaos, deep in your core—you already believe. That’s all it takes.
That lowkey, quiet belief that never really leaves.
That tiny flicker in your chest that whispers:
“No matter what I feel right now… it’s mine.” That’s the kind of power you don’t have to scream to prove. That’s the energy that bends reality for you. Unshakable. Subtle. Devastatingly effective.
So cry.
Eat junk.
Doubt yourself.
Throw a tantrum.
Take a break.
Feel it all.
But don’t EVER fucking forget who the hell you are.
You’re not just manifesting.
You’re embodying.
You’re not waiting.
You’re arriving.
You’re not begging.
You’re declaring.
Because it is.
Even on your worst day,
you’re still that bitch.
🖕 Love,
✦ Mercy, your raging godmother or whatever <3
gna robotically affirm this as a challenge this week ♡ ill update u angels!!
i got asked for affirmations that guarantee results in your manifestations after posting this in-depth post on why sometimes your persistence seems faulty or glitchy. low&behold :
it's already done.
this is already mine.
this is my baseline.
this is my normal.
i don't need to make it happen. it's already happening.
i'm not waiting for this. i'm in it.
i don't have to convince myself. this is already true.
nothing needs to change. i already have it.
this is already locked in.
it's not arriving. it's here.
i don't need proof. i am the proof.
i don't need to do more. it's already done.
this is where i live now.
this is my current state.
i already shifted.
i have everything i desire.
nothing to chase. nothing to fix.
this is my reality now.
this is what i experience.
it's not coming to me. it's reflecting me.
i don't have to perform belief. i am belief.
i've already crossed the line.
this isn't a goal. it's a given.
it doesn't need to feel dramatic. it's just true.
this is just how it works for me.
i've already adjusted. now reality catches up.
Play with it. Yes. Play. Like a game. Like an experiment. Like you’re testing magic. Because that’s exactly what it is.
When your mind starts to spiral, when you’re stuck wondering “But is this even real? Is it working? What if it’s not true?” don’t panic. Don’t overthink. Just go back to fun.
Try it out with small, simple things. Maybe your specific person asks to sit beside you. Maybe your teacher surprises the class with donuts. Maybe your boss gives you your paycheck early. Anything. Pick one. Assume it’s already done. Then let it go.
Don’t wait for it like you’re watching the clock. Just live your day normally, but inside, you know it's going to happen. You don’t hope. You don’t beg. You just say,
“Of course. I said it. So it’s done.”
So go ahead. Have fun with the law. Be playful. Be bold. Be like a child making wishes and knowing they’ll come true. Because when you let go of the pressure and remember the joy, that’s when the magic clicks.
Ultimately, the law was always just about having fun. Mwah, Angie. - 𝜗𝜚