i-guess-i-apparently-exist-now
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The chillest pill
We should, sooner than later.
Can we like- start a movement for Piglin rights or some shit
With how much mojang is trying to demonize piglins I really feel like we need to have them unionize.
Start headcannoning random characters as piglins. Make long and educational posts about their lore. Spite the living shit out of what the Minecraft Movie and Minecraft Legends is trying to pull.
It's true though???
Warriors is a military-horror novel series by Erin Hunter that chronicles the past and present stories of a militaristic division of sentient cats called The Clans as they indulge the minds of themselves and future generation's in the various beliefs of war, jingoism, religious law, xenophobia, an "Us vs Them" mentality, and intimidation of "the others". With topics of fascism and colonialism addressed, Warriors details the horrors of how such beliefs warp the mind into believing ideas of things such as "Good War" directly from the indoctrinated, twisted perspectives of The Clans.
^^^
wc mini plushie bases, with the tbc three as examples
(do not use these without credit)
Anyway, daily reminder from a culturally isolated Romani person.
Gypsy does not mean wanderer.
It literally means ‘people from egypt’ or similar, as europeans believed Romani people were from Egypt. It has become known similar to nomad due to how our ancestors have been forced to be nomadic due to racism and ostracization, but it is a SLUR.
Romani people are STILL being forcibly sterilized.
Romani people are STILL being forced into ghettos.
Romani people are still facing violence and danger in countless European countries- and recently, I’ve seen the beginnings of the extremes in the United States.
Have a little fucking respect and DON’T USE A SLUR THAT’S BEEN USED FOR CENTURIES AGAINST US.
And for the love of whatever’s up there, ESPECIALLY do not use it to describe your witchcraft. It is playing on the ‘magic gypsy’ trope, and is EXTREMELY insulting.
non romani people, please reblog this.
Y'all, look.
Small doodle in my silly lol doodle style of my Queue 56 guy as someone who cannot draw /silly
Left is Casper and right is his sister Lua! She is a red-winged blackbird avian and runs a bakery with Casper in their home world :3
Shhh I was too lazy to color much it’s fine you know what my MC skin looks like probably /lh
(@i-guess-i-apparently-exist-now look at your blorbo (Lua))
I am very normal about Heaf in general... (very clearly lying)
Hollyleaf - Burning Pile
THAT IS SO SILLY ACTUALLY-
The finished piece - a big snow leopard bowl 🥣❤️
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reblog if you’re a safe place for:
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gayer comics
gayer comics.
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Scourge and Curlfeather fusionkit? :eyes:
forgot to give a name but tinycurl
HEY ! YOU!
Reblog if you think trans women are real women , and trans men are real men .
HEY ! YOU!
Reblog if you think trans women are real women , and trans men are real men .
It's true thoughhhh
good livestream and good night gamers
Hell yeah.
Prison duo playlist analysis day 7 - Brutus by The Buttress
YES I FINALLY GET TO YELL ABOUT THIS SONG! ME WHEN!
This is mostly gonna be me yelling about the season two prison arc and also probably corruption because wow I’m so normal about that specifically. From Icarus’s perspective mostly is what I’ve thought this through same as most things- though it could be corruption arc Centross too.
Starting off strong with
“I’ve been watching him for my entire life. I hate the air he breathes, his foolish decrees his words so contrived.”
They have known him throughout the first reset that they remember at that point- that being the only thing they remember from their life. They hate him- especially after they remember. They were fine around him before but when they remember their put straight back into the mindset the held during corruption and they hold so so much anger and resentment towards him. They don’t believe a word he says, he broke their trust no matter how little of it was real in the fist place. Why would he tell the truth now? They don’t believe him when he try’s to tell them Rae is sick- because their so sure that Rae would tell them even when they hadn’t fully earned that trust back yet because why would he tell the person who tried to kill everybody here over them?
“And I hate the way the townspeople gather outside. They cling on to every breath, cling to his chest. Home to his heart full of pride.”
Most people of not everyone have met Centross at this point- and most like him. Find him easy to hang out with or are just indifferent to him being there. Rae trusts him more than others, and if Centross said something most would probably believe him especially Rae at this point. Would people believe Icarus? Who’s to say- especially if Jamie and Athena remember. Athena I think trusts Centross more than Icarus with that memory. Easton I don’t know about- I think he would be able to tell if they were lying- but I don’t think he’d trust them so easily.
“The Oracle told him beware the Ides. And I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t wishing for untimely death or demise”
Mmmm. See if this was s3 “The Oracle told him beware the Ides” would be a great line.
I don’t remember off the top of my head if anyone except Centross himself was worried about visiting Icarus- so I can’t make the best connection here.
They would be wishing for his death- not exactly knowingly but they don’t want his here. They don’t want him to be around to hurt anyone anymore and the easiest way to do that would be for him to die. They don’t immediately want to do it themself- but they would be lying if they didn’t wish something would happen to him for what he’d done to the people they cared about- as well as what he’d done to them as much as they try to make it about everyone else.
“Or am I just wishing I could be like you? That the people would see me too as a poet, and not just the muse.”
THIS ONE. THIS IS WHY I SAY SEASON 2.
They wished they were like him in many ways in season one- he was Enderian’s favorite. Her speaker, her first choice. She talked to him the most. They wish NIW that they got the same level of trust and support from others he is getting, wishing they could walk around and not have to pretend they don’t notice the shifting feet and fearful glances when they talk to someone, pretend they don’t notice when Rae talks to them different after maybe a nightmare or something else that reminded him of them then. They wish it was like Centross- where he walks around freely and can gain the trust back of the other people on the server. What they don’t know is how he worked for it- he built that trust back and they haven’t taken the steps to do that yet.
“Oh it’s not true, I don’t wish harm upon you. From birth we’ve been like brothers of different mothers. Within the spirit of the same womb”
Even if they hate each other- they probably understand each other the most out of many of the characters on Fable. They’ve had experiences together through corruption and then have probably seen each other at their most vulnerable in both prison arcs- stretching into season 3 where there’s more trust and vulnerability for it to actually be a healthy exchange.
“May the gods strike me down if I forsake you. Frater meus, you’re beautifully made. And to you I’m forever grateful.”
Mmm. Me when. They didn’t want to hurt him at first- they just wanted to make sure he wouldn’t hurt anyone else.
He taught them a lot though season 1- I think. Just in their mental state really- even if it wasn’t a healthy environment they learned a lot about themself and what they were capable of specifically due to his help. He was part of the people who enabled them to do what they did- even if it was a bad thing. That turns into him enabling and helping them heal and do good later in season 2 and in season 3.
“You’re beautifully made” is a line for sure. Mhm.
“I’ll never forget that you showed me to make art. And I know the love you showered me came from a pure and noble heart. I love you, and if you want I’ll call you king. But why do I lay awake at night thinking instead of you it should be me?”
I don’t want to repeat myself- but same things as I said above he taught them a lot, as well as their respect for him vs their returned lingering hatred and resentment toward him wanting to be in the place he had been from season 1.
“something wicked this way comes. And as I’m set to face it, I’m unsure, should I embrace it? Should I run? What motivates me? Hatred? Is it love? What’s more wrong; that I too wish to be great, or my mother wished she’d had a son?”
Agh- me when. What’s more wrong; that I too wish to be great, or my mother wished she’d had a son?
Tell me that’s not so Icarus coded. Or my mother wished she’d had a son- because- was Icarus ever rally her son? She was their mother, yes, but Icarus was always Creations child. Always in fables shadow, his mini me, his perfect golden child that would do whatever he say. They looked like him too- the spitting image of their father taking on his temperament too.
Skipping a bit because- I’m so normal about this part-
“My name is Brutus and my name means heavy. So with a heavy heart, I’ll guide this dagger into the heart of my enemy. My whole life you were a teacher and friend to me. Please know that my actions are not motivated only by envy. I, too, have a destiny. This death will be art. The people will speak of this from near and afar. This event will be history, and I’ll be great too. I don’t want what you have- I want to be you!”
Oh me when they nearly kill Centross. I’m so incredibly normal. About that in particular.
“Please know that my actions are not motivated only by envy”
They didn’t just do this for what he’d done to them- at-least that’s what they tell themself- they do it to protect their family. The only people they care about that he hurt. Their actions are not only motivated by their care for what happened to them, but for what happened to the grove.
“I don’t want what you have- I want to be you!”
Now- contradictory to my last statement- this is about them. About the lingering mindset of corruption that has them in the same place of envy and anger and want that they were stuck in before. They want to be him now- wanting the respect of others like he had, wanting people to care about them in the same way- trust them and believe them the same way they do him. They want it to be easy- to not have to be looked at like they’re crazy or with pitiful gazes lines with fear and panic when the people they love look at them like they’re a monster.
“I always knew I could be the one. Though I feel the endless pain of being, and I am scorched by the sun. Of humble origins and born of the cursed sex. My name is Brutus but the people will call me Rex”
NOW THIS IS THE LINE IF BEEN THINKING ABOUT ALL DAY-
“My name is Brutus but the people will call me Rex”
They don’t know their name at this point so I am not going to say it here- but- “My name is Sherbert but the people will call me Creation(Creation’s child)” BECAUSE HEAR ME OUT- Fable was a military guy, he probably taught them a lot about war strategy as a child of them sitting in the war room as a little kid is anything to go by- and he’s a killer though they don’t know that yet. Following in their fathers footsteps, they’ll hurt the people they care about the most when trying to do something they deem as good for the people. Good for a kingdom, or good for the grove. And then end up with angry looks and sharp words that they didn’t want- that they did this to try and *avoid*
Just- me when they’re called Creation’s child and they follow so closely in his footsteps that sometimes it almost makes the lines blur between the two- even just in their tone of speech. Their tone of speech during the S2 arc and also the corruption arc nearly recreated Fables sharp and angry tones he speaks in and I just. Mm. This is all I’ve been thinking about right now.
That’s all I’ll say- I’ll cut myself off here but I have so many thoughts about this and the season 2 prison arc specifically- hence my whole playlist… it’s fine- I’m normal guys totally.
Anyways!
The image chosen from my prison duo Pinterest board today is-
I’ll leave it at that.
You are loved! Go take any meds if you need to and Go eat and drink water if you haven’t already today <3
Have a good rest of your day/night :]
esoteric form of roleplay where instead of actually roleplaying you just make up characters together and discuss in abstract how they'd interact and how their story would go
Rainshadow.
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oc asks: not-so-nice edition
alone: How does your OC deal with loneliness? Have they ever been completely alone before? How do they act when there's no one around to see them?
betrayal: Has your OC ever been betrayed by someone they thought they could trust? Has your OC ever betrayed someone who trusted them?
bound: Has your OC ever been imprisoned or captured? What happened? How did they get out? Did the experience leave any scars?
break: What would cause your OC to break down completely? What do they look like when that happens? Has anyone ever seen them at their lowest?
desire: What's one thing your OC wants more than anything in the world? Are they open with that desire? Why or why not? What would they do to fulfill it?
failure: What's your OC's greatest failure? Have they been able to move past it? Does anyone else know about it?
fear: What is your OC's greatest fear? What do they do when confronted with it? Are they open with their fear, or do they hide it away?
future: What's the worst possible future for your OC? Are they taking steps to avoid that outcome? Are they even aware it's a possibility?
ghost: Who or what haunts your OC? What happened? How do they live with their ghosts?
guilt: What is your OC guilty about? How do they handle their guilt? Do they try to avoid guilt, or do they accept it?
hate: What does your OC hate? Why? How do they act towards the object of their hatred?
heartbreak: Have they ever had a relationship that ended badly? Experienced some other kind of heartbreak? What happened?
hide: What does your OC hide? Why do they hide it?
hunt: Who or what is your OC hunted by? A person, a feeling, a past mistake? Is your OC able to let their guard down, or are they constantly alert?
mask: Does your OC wear a mask, literally or figuratively? What goes on beneath it? Is there anyone in their life who gets to see who they are under the mask?
midnight: What keeps your OC up at night? Do they have nightmares? Fears? Anxieties? What do they do in the small hours of the morning when they should be sleeping?
mistake: What's the worst mistake your OC ever made? What led to them making it? Have they been able to fix it? How have they moved on?
monster: Is your OC monstrous in any way? Is there something that makes them monstrous? Are they aware of their own monstrosity? Do they accept it or reject it?
nightmare: What does your OC have nightmares about? How do they deal with their nightmares? Do they tell people, or keep it to themself?
pain: What's the worst pain your OC has ever felt? Do they have a high pain tolerance?
secret: What's one secret your OC never wants anyone to know about them?
skin: How comfortable is your OC in their skin? Do they grapple with anything that lives inside them—a beast, a curse, a failure, a monster? How do they face the smallest, weakest, most horrible version of themself? Are they able to acknowledge it at all?
torture: Has your OC ever been tortured? Would your OC ever torture someone else?
wound: How does your OC handle being wounded? Are their wounds mostly physical? Mental? Emotional? What's the worst wound your OC has ever experienced?
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Lunarian Spearmaster or Arti?
Here's a little boom pup!
I think, perhaps I'm ace. Not 100% sure, but maybe...
I need to prove a point to my mom. Reblog if you can realize you’re asexual/aromantic in your teens.
I don't say much on my blog, but I'm intrigued...
Want a pokemon egg?
Every person who reblogs this will have a Pokémon egg in their submissions and a few days later a Pokémon will hatch from the egg.
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Ty! I adore this goober!
Go insane!
I sure will!! Alpinewhisper (she/her) is a grey agouti tabby molly with moderate white spotting and copper eyes. She is a healer for her Clan. Her base coat is pale, painting her darker tabby stripes (around her paws, face and ears) in stark contrast. Her tail is ringed. A large white dapple marks the top of her head and her shoulders like a snowcap, as well as all four of her paws in low boots and her tail tip. Her copper eyes are bright and large, giving her a constantly surprised expression. Alpinewhisper has tufts of fur between her dark paw-pads. She is a shy cat, unwilling to have more than short, passing conversation with anyone outside of her small group of close friends. She hates being noticed by others and doesn't like when her name is spoken. Despite her social anxiety, Alpinewhisper is actually a rather brave cat. She's known for staying calm in the face of danger and making the right choices under pressure. She doesn't hesitate to come to battlefronts as a field medic, nor to face down other cats in a fight if she needs to defend a fallen Clanmate--she went out of her way as an apprentice to participate in fighting training alongside her healer's training for this reason. Alpinewhisper has a rather weak connection to StarClan and she worries they don't approve of her battle training.
Real, actually
Brightheart my little cigarette
Kinda tried making her face wound kinda like darker and ashy idk... to symbolize smoke
Also i imagine the hearts places on brightpaw and swiftpaw were the main targets the dogs went for... swiftpaw... yeowch....
OH- don't mind me, ima go sob now
That's so true D:
Anyone else ever think about how Leafpool and Squirrelflight could feel each others emotions and feelings for as long as they can remember and it’s normal for them, it’s comfortable, it’s routine, maybe even mundane at times then Leaf dies and suddenly Squirrelf feels…. less? suddenly life and existence has lost that extra layer it used to have, gone in an instant or maybe slowly, doesn’t matter, it’s gone now, her sister is gone now and no one can understand, no one’s lost this sixth sense like she has
Life feels duller now and everyone says that’s normal after loss but it’s not just that! even over vast distances she could feel Leaf, they could comfort the other without even being in the same place. That weight that she never noticed before, a gentle pressure that’s always been there, layering her with warmth.
It’s gone, Leaf’s gone, and everything is cold.
Squirrelflight and Leafpool’s sisterhood makes me so emotional