Send Me ♤ And I Will Write A Headcanon About Our Muses Relationship (open) || @kienokoru​

the millennium series by stieg larsson death, violence, suicide mention.  

“i’m a survivor. i do what i have to do to survive.”  

“you’ll have my support if you need it.”

“i’m just a freak, that’s all.”

“you don’t believe in god?”

“thanks for being my friend.”

“sorry. i wasn’t listening.”

“you’re going to have some serious bruises for a while.”

“that was brave but awfully stupid.”

“you look like you just woke up.”

“everyone has secrets. it’s just a matter of finding out what they are.”

“up until then, i had thought about killing myself.” 

“this is… not healthy.”

“what would you do if it was me?”

“i think you’re awake.”  

“would you like company?”

“i’m not a child any more.”

“if your questions piss me off, i won’t answer.” 

“everyone has to have something to believe in.”

“fuck you too. need help?”

“i’m going to kill you!”

“a man’s gotta do what a man’s gotta do, and all that crap.”

“you have to concentrate on getting well.”

“usually it’s other people who don’t give a shit about me.”

“you look like a car crash.”  

“why don’t you want to talk to the police?”

“i can keep a secret, if that’s what you’re wondering.”

“you’ve been hurt and had surgery.”

“i need somebody to tell me if i’m doing anything stupid.”

“they’ll twist what i say and use it against me.”

“what kind of weapon is it?”

“what i’m thinking of asking you is unethical and it might be illegal. but morally, it’s the right thing to do.”

“no bones broken?”  

“i wasn’t going to let that motherfucker kill you.”

“go home and get some sleep.”

“if you’re nice to me, i’ll be nice to you.”

“that was a serious mistake.”

“don’t ever do anything for nothing.”    

“that’s not a detail, it’s a whole novel.”

“you’ve had an operation and you’re in the intensive care unit.”

“am i being arrested?”

“you don’t give a shit about other people.”

“i thought you’d died.”

where can you find grey?

@holowitted  /  elliot “mirage” witt  /  apex legends   »  active  (main focus atm)

@hangsangjunbi  /  crypto  /  apex legends   »  active

@kienokoru  /  takashi “shiro” shirogane  /  v:ld complete AU + multiverse  »  slow

@forhapning  /  elsa  /  frozen    »  hiatus

@pafallende  /  multimuse    »  hiatus

You’ll get there one day kid, happy birthday 🖤

CLICK ON IT, IT’S TRANSPARENT

@grimesucker​:  ( x )

IT’S FINE - dox has spent his OWN time lying on the floor, a handful of various objects floating above him under the influence of his magic - a mushroom, a ball of moss, loose petals from a flower ; like a druidic mobile . the items remain floating even as dox turns attention towards shiro, returned from what was meant to be a simple errand run ;

                     “ s’okay. time is fake. it means nothing to the trees, it means nothing to me.                                                               —were you at the bakery again ?”

  padding across the room, eyes on the objects floating above dox, one of shiro’s ears simply twitches to acknowledge that he’s heard the response. ---THEN a half-second later, the question brings him to a screeching halt, his gaze snapping to dox, looking both STARTLED and perhaps a bit found out.

     ‘ what? --no. ’  the answer is immediate, and shiro internally curses himself for reacting on that denial instinct. it only makes him sound more guilty. in an effort to LESSEN his obviousness, he continues;  ‘ the bakery’s nowhere near where i had to go, why would i... ’

trailing off, allowing the words the HANG in the air like dox’s ball of moss, he realizes it’s no use. dox sees right through him and already knows that yes, he went to stare at the cute bakery boy again. conceding, though not without some embarrassed irritation, the werewolf puffs an exhale through his nose and moves to stand over the prone shaman, DROPPING a bundle of herbs onto his chest.

     ‘ --just take your coltsfoot. ’

anyone remember how i said i’m in love with the latest smite god? yeah... if a primordial goddess in the form of a sea dragon who views humans as inferior vermin sounds like ur jam, she there.

where else can you find me?  i tend to be all over the place, spending time wherever i have the most muse on a given day. should you want to follow me elsewhere, here’s a list of all of my currently active blogs:

bigaoneun:  kang si-u, an original character created for ghost’s undercity (he does have other verses though!). an anxious blind boy with a green thumb & a great deal of pent up rage.

byanyan:  byan, an original character created for ghost’s undercity (they will have other verses though!). a fiery teen whose hobbies include kicking your ass & stealing your things, all while wearing a hello kitty backpack.

kienokoru:  takashi “shiro” shirogane of vld canon. multiverse-centric, but canon verses do exist now.

holowitted:  elliot “mirage” witt of apex legends canon. multiverse loveable dumbass.

dayanghan:  multifandom multimuse featuring muses from apex, fantastic beasts, frozen, & more. PLUS an oc of mine, baek minjoon, (previously at yosulbujog) an original character created for a modern setting. an apathetic witch who prefers gaming over witchcraft & makes a living as a streamer.

I tear amnesia apart, rise up as an armed and implacable reaper of what is happening to me, of what has happened to me.

Gently my emotions. Gently my distress over what is disappearing. Gently my wild urge to live.

— Abdellatif Laâbi, from “Chronicle of the Citadel of Exile,” In Praise of Defeat

grey, participating in munday? whaaaaaat

MUSE   PLAYLIST.

post 3-5 songs that remind you of your muse.

rules: repost,   don’t   reblog.

𝐈.  CHAMPION.  i’m a champion of the people who don’t believe in champions  /  i got nothing but dreams inside  /  i got nothing but dreams

𝐈𝐈. MY BLOOD.  when choices end  /  you must defend  /  i’ll grab my bat  /  and go with you

𝐈𝐈𝐈. SPACEMAN.  well now i’m back at home and  /  i’m looking forward  to this life i live  /  you know it’s gonna haunt me  /  so hesitation to this life i give

𝐈𝐕. THIS IS GOSPEL.  this is gospel for the fallen ones  /  locked away in permanent slumber  /  assembling their philosophies  /  from pieces of broken memories

𝐕. POLARIZE.  polarize is taking your disguises  /  separating them, splitting them up from wrong & right  /  it’s deciding where to die and deciding where to fight  /  deny, deny, denial

tagged by: @blackvials​ ty!! <3 tagging: hhh... @grimesucker​, @starwritten​, @grcndeurs​, and... idk, i don’t think i have a lot of mutuals here who do tags so feel free to steal