|| 19. || he/him || English major. || ; ||
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I'm not sure how he can be so nonchalant about it. How he can go either way. I worry that with either way, there is desire there already that hasn't been faced or nurtured so it sits at "just in case it happens", never growing into "i want it to happen."
Much more than myself, I want to be what he likes.
Accepting what things are and condoning them are two very different things and can be true with or without each other.
Why is it okay for you to hurt me but not okay for me to hurt myself.
I am not the kind of person people fall in love and stay in love with.
All I ever wanted was to love and be loved entirely, completely, and hopelessly.
And quiet honestly, I don't think I could ever be.