adrianne lenker + puppy regression!! :]
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i told my fwend i’m an age regwessor….. they don care !!! they still lov meeee !!!!! :D
oh the joys of being a closeted regressor
anxiety? stress? exams? depression?
what are you talking about? lets go howl and run in the snow :)
wags my stupid fucking tail. whatever
this is me right now
i love my paci.
sucksucksucksucksucksucksucksucksucksucksucksucksucksu
Sometimes I feel like I'm faking/not actually nonhuman/alterhuman, as I never really feel animalistic enough.
But, an animal doesn't sit and wonder if its acting animal enough. It just lives or exists.
tw: mentions of neglect/abuse
carer with a traumatized age regressor they know they're helping to heal everytime they slip.
never received toys/were given very few toys as a kid? bubbas spoiling you in all the toys you want! if their kiddo is a little more shy and feeling guilty, they'll notice their little one eyeing a toy. "do you want it puppy? no need to feel bad, i just wanna give you everything you deserve"
went without food in public? carer will always order something for you, you never have to watch them eat while you have nothing. "oh honey I would never~ not only is that mean, but you gotta grow big and strong like me!"
went without food/snacks in private? your caregiver always makes sure they stock up on your favorite snacks and brands- no matter how specific they are. there's no shame in only eating a certain brand or flavor of chips. there's always groceries in the house and they're happy to cook for you, wanting to make sure you're safe AND fed. "are you hungy? I can get my sweetheart their favorite snack until the pastas done?"
had bad physical treatment? they would NEVER even THINK about laying a hand on you. if you misbehave or act up, they understand you're just in littlespace. like real kids, emotions can be hard and some moments arent good. sometimes kids like to test boundaries, there's nothing wrong with that. they won't let it slide and will issue lines, time outs, and stuff like early bedtime or shorter playtime- but nothing physical or mentally damaging. "angel I know you're all upset and shouting at bubba, but I need you to sit in the chair for 5 minutes. we don't yell."
missed out on a lot of childhood experiences? that's okay! your cg is soooo happy to integrate anything into their routine. whether it's storytime, going to the park, holiday celebrations, they're happy to accomodate! "oh you wanna have a bubba baby book read before your nap? of course little one!"
touch starved and wanting a lot of physical affection? they'll love on you SO much to try and make up for it! cuddles, pats, carries, boops, you got it! "awww does munchkin need a hug? cmere"
weren't treated the best emotionally? they understand how it can impact you. your carer always reminds you that you're not a burden, it wasn't your fault, and they truly do love you. they're not lying to you, they don't hate you, there's no maliciousness or ulterior motives- just pure love and care. "I know it was a lot, and I'm sorry you had to live through that angel- but I'm glad you're with me now. As long as I'm here, and as long as you'll let me- I won't let anyone treat you like that again. I pinky promise, my little love. Always, and forever."
Icl, this was very self indulgent to me- but I hope anyone who can sadly relate feels atleast a little bit of comfort and wholesomeness from this. I believe you. You're strong.
stupid human body with its STUPID HUMAN MAINTENANCE
sigh . . . petre x agere relationship . . . sigh . .
bringing a toy in ur mouth to ur partner only to be met with a rough head pat ,, “puppy!!” . . . wagging ur tail and kissing them all over their lil baby face while they giggle shdkdhfhb
i wan be wif mama. wan cuddle. wan tickles. wan kisses. I MISS MAMA :( WAHHHHH :(
crying this is so me T^T
nudging my partner with my muzzle for attention. pet me. pet me. hello. pet me. pet me please. pet me. pet me
"use your words" umm i dont think i will im literally ouppy. wufwuf
Do other therians have those times where ur just like. Today is feeling DOG
ngl do yall get like... brain dysphoria in relation to being nonhuman..
like why does my human brain have to require socialization? why do i have to live as a child and develop into an adult so slowly? why is my perception of the world so weird? why is it not more feral, more free, more loose? at the same time, why is it not more sapient? why am i chained down by biological relation to others?
idk i just don't like having a human brain. especially when it comes to socializing. wtf
I never liked the human concept of "controlling" your emotions. Masking them. Not acting out on them. Very odd and unusual to me. Why am i not to defend myself, bark and show my teeth when threatened? I'm meant to fight back, not make myself small and meek until the oppresor goes away. I'm meant to bite, claw, growl and hiss. I'm meant to show my strength and willpower, not hide it.
yes i’m excited. cant you see my tail wagging?
shifts are wild bc wdym people don't know I don't want to be bothered right now?
my ears are pinned back and my claws are out
play games with me? play games with me? games? play games? with me? play games with me?
“f it we ball” BALL?? BALL??? BALL??? BALL???? THROW THE BAL???? THE BALL???? THE BALL?? BALL??? BAL?? THROW BALL?? THROW RHE VALL???? THE ALL?????
arf arf, bark bark bark, woof woof. bark bark bark, woof woof, bark. arf arf bark bark, woof, bark. chomp chomp?
rebark if you agree.
Kinda nonhuman because mental illness, kinda nonhuman because not being properly socialized as a kid, kinda nonhuman because queer, kinda nonhuman because angry at humanity, kinda nonhuman because longing for the unconditional love of a pet and it’s master, and kinda nonhuman because secret sixth thing.
wags my stupid fucking tail. whatever
Service dog urges be like: picking up your family or friends’ things that they’ve left in weird places and bringing it back to them like
“Here, you dropped/forgot this, must return it to you :3”
i’m just a silly wittle puppy !!!!!!! a puppy who types !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wif my paws !!!!!! hehehehehehe !!!!!!!!!!!
Trying to be a mysterious and alluring wolf but in reality I’m just a silly dog 😔 the silliness is overpowering
Canine culture is feeling connected to Minecraft dogs/wolves even if you aren’t a wolfkin just because they are just the purest form of dog, companions and protectors