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Find me somewhere I can go,

Find me a way to let words flow.

I try to speak but can't find the words,

And somewhere in me it really hurts.

But in life or in death,

I must fight till my last breath.

And though my heart is bleeding out,

And no one can hear me scream and shout,

I must lie in the bed I've made,

Of envy, rage and hate.

Words can no longer heal

stage fear is a bitch and a half

Got a presentation in two days. I have MAJOR anxiety when it comes to presentations. But this is a funding opportunity and my partner is out of state.

I'll feel so bad if I do poorly, which is giving me more anxiety 😭😭😭😭😭😭

The open skies and the clear air,

It's all new to me.

I've craved freedom my entire life,

And now it's within my grasp.

No longer am I bound

To the shackles of the city.

I've found silence,

After so long.

I've spent my entire life

Burdened by voices.

Silence, I've been searching

For so long,

For a place to just be.

No longer am I bound

To the shackles of the noises.

I've spent so long,

Searching for someone.

Never alone

But always lonely.

Finally, I've grown

I've found people

Who make me happy.

No longer am I bound,

The shackles of my own mind.