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My Life & Times

No theme, no plan. Just what's going through my head at any time that I want to write about.

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5 years ago
Watch: It’s Your Right To Share Your Salary, Not Doing So Could Be Holding You Back.
Watch: It’s Your Right To Share Your Salary, Not Doing So Could Be Holding You Back.
Watch: It’s Your Right To Share Your Salary, Not Doing So Could Be Holding You Back.
Watch: It’s Your Right To Share Your Salary, Not Doing So Could Be Holding You Back.
Watch: It’s Your Right To Share Your Salary, Not Doing So Could Be Holding You Back.
Watch: It’s Your Right To Share Your Salary, Not Doing So Could Be Holding You Back.
Watch: It’s Your Right To Share Your Salary, Not Doing So Could Be Holding You Back.
Watch: It’s Your Right To Share Your Salary, Not Doing So Could Be Holding You Back.
Watch: It’s Your Right To Share Your Salary, Not Doing So Could Be Holding You Back.
Watch: It’s Your Right To Share Your Salary, Not Doing So Could Be Holding You Back.

Watch: It’s your right to share your salary, not doing so could be holding you back.

5 years ago

Important Warning Please Read and Share

So Scientology has recently been purchasing ad spots on social media sites including Twitter and Facebook. Scientology has always worked hard to recruit young people it seems like they’re investing in social media as well now. I know most people think Scientology is a joke but it’s a seriously dangerous cult which uses fear, extortion, violence, vandalism and various other unethical actions against those who oppose them both inside and outside the church. Here is key information on the abuses committed by Scientology: 

•Scientology uses a form of pseudo-therapy called auditing which focuses largely on embarrassing and traumatic memories. Scientology collects the information you share and uses that information to threaten you if you oppose the church. They also charge huge amounts of money for auditing sessions (which is why they really are doing all this).

 •They are extremely anti-psychology and psychiatry and pressure you against taking any antidepressants, anti-anxiety medication or any other drugs for mental health.

 •They believe homosexuality can be “cured” and are blatantly homophobic. •Enemies of the church are labeled “suppressive persons” and it is forbidden to communicate with such people. This isn’t just to limit the negative press they receive but also is a manipulative tool. If you are in the cult and decide to leave or criticize the church you stand the risk of being completely cut off from your friends and family. “Suppressive Persons” are often also harassed, stalked, or threatened. 

•If you’re new to Scientology and your family or friends are worried about you being in a cult you’re instructed to cut them out of your life, increasing your reliance on the support system (though there’s nothing supportive about it) the church give to you. 

•Scientology’s doctrine includes the concept of “Fair Game”. This basically says that those who are judged a threat to the Church can be punished and harassed by any and all means possible.

 •Because of this, they have no moral qualms about having their members lie in court which they use to defend themselves from lawsuits or charges that they’ve broken the law and also to help win lawsuits against their enemies. •They essentially spied on and stole information from the IRS and tried to frame the mayor of Clearwater Florida for a hit and run. 

•Scientology filed 50 different lawsuits in one year against the Cult Awareness Network, an anti-cult organization. Using false testimony they won one of the suits and because the organization couldn’t pay the fine Scientology took the organizations name and logo so if you were calling to get out of Scientology you’d be unknowingly telling Scientology of your intentions. (For full transparency my mom was a member of the Cult Awareness Network before it was taken over and was sued individually by the Church of Scientology) 

•Scientology has an official branch known as the Sea Org, a mixture between a paramilitary group and slavery, comprised of their most dedicated members including many children/teens who’ve been raised in Scientology. This is where some of the most rampant and terrifying abuse in Scientology occurs. 

•Sea Org members often work over 100 hours a week for Scientology for around 2$ per hour.

 •Sea Org member’s living conditions are terrible; they live in overcrowded communal rooms with up to 12 other people, are not given healthcare unless there is a free clinic in the area, often are forced to miss meals or sleep in order to successfully completed their work. 

•Several former Sea Org members have accused the church of physical abuse. •Sea Org members may not have children and women who have become pregnant have reportedly been forced/coerced by their higher-ups to have abortions. 

•Leaving Sea Org without permission automatically makes you a suppressive person, so young adults who’ve been raised in Scientology who want to leave are cut off from everyone they’ve ever known with no money or job and getting permission to leave can require 3 years of hard labor, social isolation, and group pressure.

5 years ago
Here’s HSTHETE, The 24 Hour Comic I Drew This Year!  Thanks To Everybody Who Followed Along On Twitter
Here’s HSTHETE, The 24 Hour Comic I Drew This Year!  Thanks To Everybody Who Followed Along On Twitter
Here’s HSTHETE, The 24 Hour Comic I Drew This Year!  Thanks To Everybody Who Followed Along On Twitter
Here’s HSTHETE, The 24 Hour Comic I Drew This Year!  Thanks To Everybody Who Followed Along On Twitter
Here’s HSTHETE, The 24 Hour Comic I Drew This Year!  Thanks To Everybody Who Followed Along On Twitter
Here’s HSTHETE, The 24 Hour Comic I Drew This Year!  Thanks To Everybody Who Followed Along On Twitter
Here’s HSTHETE, The 24 Hour Comic I Drew This Year!  Thanks To Everybody Who Followed Along On Twitter
Here’s HSTHETE, The 24 Hour Comic I Drew This Year!  Thanks To Everybody Who Followed Along On Twitter
Here’s HSTHETE, The 24 Hour Comic I Drew This Year!  Thanks To Everybody Who Followed Along On Twitter
Here’s HSTHETE, The 24 Hour Comic I Drew This Year!  Thanks To Everybody Who Followed Along On Twitter

Here’s HSTHETE, the 24 hour comic I drew this year!  Thanks to everybody who followed along on twitter this weekend as I posted these pages <3

5 years ago

Have a ball with Baal!

Why do you trust the biggest liar in our existence(satan)and why do you support murder of our innocent children??? Oh well at least you will get yours in hell ,FOE KEEP PUSHING BAALS AGENDA DECEIVED ONE.... OTT TV SCRIPTURE REALITY.

Why Do You Trust The Biggest Liar In Our Existence(satan)and Why Do You Support Murder Of Our Innocent
5 years ago
Do Your PCs Love Getting Loot? Do You Like Sowing Chaos In Your Campaign? Well Then, Dungeon Masters,
Do Your PCs Love Getting Loot? Do You Like Sowing Chaos In Your Campaign? Well Then, Dungeon Masters,
Do Your PCs Love Getting Loot? Do You Like Sowing Chaos In Your Campaign? Well Then, Dungeon Masters,
Do Your PCs Love Getting Loot? Do You Like Sowing Chaos In Your Campaign? Well Then, Dungeon Masters,
Do Your PCs Love Getting Loot? Do You Like Sowing Chaos In Your Campaign? Well Then, Dungeon Masters,
Do Your PCs Love Getting Loot? Do You Like Sowing Chaos In Your Campaign? Well Then, Dungeon Masters,

Do your PCs love getting loot? Do you like sowing chaos in your campaign? Well then, Dungeon Masters, look no further than Jay’s Dumb D&D Items! Remastered and tweaked by the incredible @currycurrie, this table provides a random selection of truly stupid and entertaining items well-suited for heroes and villains alike. Happy adventuring!

(PDF) + (Imgur) 

5 years ago

Also important stuff.

Saw This Somewhere Else And Felt The Need To Post It Cause No One Else Ever Really Tells You This Stuff

Saw this somewhere else and felt the need to post it cause no one else ever really tells you this stuff

5 years ago

Important stuff here.

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6 years ago

dealing with the worst case scenario

your condom breaks

you feel a lump on your breast

your friends are ignoring you

you’re stranded on an island 

you got rejected by a crush

you get into a car accident

you got stung by a bee/wasp

you got fired from your job

you’re in an earthquake

your tattoo gets infected

your house is on fire

you’re lost in the woods

you get arrested abroad

you get robbed

your partner cheated on you

you’re on a ship that’s sinking

you fall into ice

you’re stuck in an elevator

you hit a deer with your car

you have food poisoning

your pet passed away

you fall off of a horse

you or your friend has alcohol poisoning

you have toxic shock syndrome

your house has a gas leak

6 years ago
Louder For The People In The Back 🗣🗣
Louder For The People In The Back 🗣🗣
Louder For The People In The Back 🗣🗣
Louder For The People In The Back 🗣🗣

Louder for the people in the back 🗣🗣

6 years ago
This Is So Wholesome
This Is So Wholesome
This Is So Wholesome
This Is So Wholesome
This Is So Wholesome
This Is So Wholesome
This Is So Wholesome
This Is So Wholesome

This is so wholesome

6 years ago

Yes.

REBLOG IF NAZIS OFFEND YOU MORE THAN NIPPLES.

6 years ago

Put perfectly.

After a year of watching CR, the cast’s panels and the Between the Sheets interviews… I think I can safely say that the most important lesson I’ve learned from them is how life-changing it can be to surround yourself with good people.

After A Year Of Watching CR, The Cast’s Panels And The Between The Sheets Interviews… I Think I Can

Surround yourself with people who are open and vocal about how much they love and admire you, who call themselves your biggest fan and who are there to support you through your path to greatness.

After A Year Of Watching CR, The Cast’s Panels And The Between The Sheets Interviews… I Think I Can
After A Year Of Watching CR, The Cast’s Panels And The Between The Sheets Interviews… I Think I Can

Surround yourself with people who enjoy their own interests unapologetically, who genuinely seek for the things that will make them happy and who are not restrained by what people will think of them. 

After A Year Of Watching CR, The Cast’s Panels And The Between The Sheets Interviews… I Think I Can
After A Year Of Watching CR, The Cast’s Panels And The Between The Sheets Interviews… I Think I Can
After A Year Of Watching CR, The Cast’s Panels And The Between The Sheets Interviews… I Think I Can

Surround yourself with people who aren’t afraid to show affection through words or physical gestures, who are shamelessly in love with their special other and who see that their love is a sign of strength, not weakness.

After A Year Of Watching CR, The Cast’s Panels And The Between The Sheets Interviews… I Think I Can
After A Year Of Watching CR, The Cast’s Panels And The Between The Sheets Interviews… I Think I Can

Surround yourself with people with healing energy, people who will listen to you attentively, who will offer a helping hand when the world is falling down around you, who will try their best to understand your struggles.

After A Year Of Watching CR, The Cast’s Panels And The Between The Sheets Interviews… I Think I Can
After A Year Of Watching CR, The Cast’s Panels And The Between The Sheets Interviews… I Think I Can

Surround yourself with people that are loud, who aren’t afraid to exist brightly and colorfully, who laugh and cry and have fun and feel with every fiber of their being. 

After A Year Of Watching CR, The Cast’s Panels And The Between The Sheets Interviews… I Think I Can
After A Year Of Watching CR, The Cast’s Panels And The Between The Sheets Interviews… I Think I Can

Most importantly, though, be that kind of person. Put positive energy into the world and you will find it coming back to you. This group of nerds is just a taste of what unapologetic genuine shameless love can accomplish. And I feel grateful every day for the reminder that there’s someone out there who, when you least expect it, will show up and love you and make life a thousand times better.

After A Year Of Watching CR, The Cast’s Panels And The Between The Sheets Interviews… I Think I Can
6 years ago

Everyone wins.

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6 years ago
I Know Its The Mets, But This Is The Coolest Shit I’ve Ever Seen A Human Being Do

i know its the mets, but this is the coolest shit i’ve ever seen a human being do

6 years ago

Not enough hearts to give.

Hello, Your Package Has Arrived

Hello, your package has arrived

6 years ago

What’s been on my mind?

For the past 36 hours, only one question has been on my mind.

With everything he had... With the life he lead... If Anthony Bourdain couldn’t be happy...

Then what hope have I?

7 years ago

obi-wan sneaking around the death star + the pink panther theme song

7 years ago

Yes.

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7 years ago
A Hero In More Ways Than One
A Hero In More Ways Than One
A Hero In More Ways Than One
A Hero In More Ways Than One
A Hero In More Ways Than One
A Hero In More Ways Than One
A Hero In More Ways Than One
A Hero In More Ways Than One
A Hero In More Ways Than One
A Hero In More Ways Than One
A Hero In More Ways Than One
A Hero In More Ways Than One
A Hero In More Ways Than One
A Hero In More Ways Than One
A Hero In More Ways Than One
A Hero In More Ways Than One
A Hero In More Ways Than One
A Hero In More Ways Than One

A hero in more ways than one

7 years ago

Pup interrupts soccer match, gives interview.

7 years ago

So much truth.

As a bigger guy, my greatest fear walking down a street at night is that women around me will think I’m following them and freak out

7 years ago

So much this.

Watch: The Most Wonderful Moment Of Joy Came When He Entered A Nazi Guard Bungalow.
Watch: The Most Wonderful Moment Of Joy Came When He Entered A Nazi Guard Bungalow.
Watch: The Most Wonderful Moment Of Joy Came When He Entered A Nazi Guard Bungalow.
Watch: The Most Wonderful Moment Of Joy Came When He Entered A Nazi Guard Bungalow.
Watch: The Most Wonderful Moment Of Joy Came When He Entered A Nazi Guard Bungalow.
Watch: The Most Wonderful Moment Of Joy Came When He Entered A Nazi Guard Bungalow.
Watch: The Most Wonderful Moment Of Joy Came When He Entered A Nazi Guard Bungalow.
Watch: The Most Wonderful Moment Of Joy Came When He Entered A Nazi Guard Bungalow.
Watch: The Most Wonderful Moment Of Joy Came When He Entered A Nazi Guard Bungalow.

Watch: The most wonderful moment of joy came when he entered a Nazi guard bungalow.

7 years ago

I wonder how many chefs in medieval times were wrongfully executed because the king’s food tester had a deadly allergy.

7 years ago

Yes.

“Bop It” is a game all about what not to do to my penis.

7 years ago

If my dad was the invisible man, but transitioned to the invisible woman, would she be my transparent trans-parent?

8 years ago

The Bell of Trivial Knowledge

Bell, Uncommon

This item appears to be a normal bell.  It’s shape, color & material it is made from can be chosen by the DM.  If Detect Magic is cast on it, it detects as the school of Divination.

The magic only works when the bell is rung by a creature who can speak.  When rung, the ringer of the bell suddenly stiffens and gets a blank look on their face.  They then speak aloud a true bit of trivia.  The trivia can be about the world the game takes place in, or about a race or class or whatever the DM pleases.  For example, a character could ring the bell and then suddenly spout, “The great hero Phineaus Stevens once fought and defeated 20 kobalds all by himself.”  Or, “The people of the town of Bandel are very religious and will always great people by saying ‘The blessings of Savrus be with you.’  Just saying ‘hello’ is considered rude.”

The bell does not need to be attuned.  The bell will work 1d12 times and recharges every sunrise.

Optional Rule:  When a player rings the bell, have the player roll a d20.  On the result of a 20, the player speaks a true major secret of the world (about the creation, a currently unknown force of evil building, etc). On the roll of a 1, the player speaks a true secret about themselves.  The DM can choose the secret or let the player choose. If they roll an 18 or 19, the trivia revealed is about their current situation.  For example, if they’re in a pub about to get dinner, the ringer of the bell may say, “The leg of lamb is especially tasty tonight.”  Or if they’re about to open a door in a dungeon and ring the bell, the bell ringer might say, “There are 5 orcs behind this door.”


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9 years ago

Rule #51

I did something today that I had been wanting to do for years now.

I made an apology.

I had been wanting to make this apology for so long now.  I kept hoping that I would someday run into her at a super market or a bar or something and I could make my apology to her.

Back in the early ‘90s, we were in a relationship.  Not a long time, maybe 6 months at most.  And the entire time, I just treated her horribly.  Not physically, but mentally & emotionally, I was just the absolute shits to her.

And I know why I did.  I had been really mistreated in the past two relationships before this one, and I took it out on her.  I took all my anger, my frustration, my sorrow out of me and I fed it to her.  It’s not an excuse, because there is no excuse really.  It’s just the sad fact.

I didn’t realize what I was doing then.  It was quite a while after it was over that I saw what I had done.  And I felt ashamed for having done it.  And I felt sorry for her for having to experience it.  And I hated myself for doing it.  For treating her the way I had been treated.  Why would I do that? (Looking back now, I realize that this is probably where the true self-loathing that would come to define most of the past 20+ years of my life probably began. The first step on a long road.)

Ever since I became aware of what I had done, I had been wanting to see her again so I could apologize.  Not for my own sake.  But because she genuinely deserved it.

Today it hit me that it would probably be really easy for me to find her on Facebook.  We probably had mutual friends that would make it easy to identify her in a search.  And I was right.  I did a search for her and, due to mutual friends, it took me all of 10 seconds to find her.

I clicked the message button and wrote my apology.  It wasn’t long before i got a reply thanking me for the apology and wishing me well.  I don’t know if she really means it; you can’t tell on the internet.  But if she’s still the person I knew then, then she probably does.


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9 years ago

The Recent Realization That Completely Took Me By Surprise

“I’ve made the decision.  I’m giving up on dating.”

I made this proclamation to a friend sometime in the very early 2000s.  I was tired of everything that went with dating, or trying to get dates, and had gotten to a point where I, quite frankly, just didn’t give a damn anymore.  I was happier being alone, relationship wise.

My friend scoffed at me, and as I told others, they did too.  But for the past (approximately) 14 years, that’s been the story.  There really was no one I actively wanted to date.

So it came as quite a shock to me when one night a couple of months ago, as I was out at a bar with a group of friends, it became clear to me that I really wanted to ask one of them out on a date.

[This, BTW, is not the realization this blog post is about.]

I did not react well to this.  Remember a few months ago when I was making Vaugebook posts about frustration and falling into old mental traps?  Well, now you know why.  I had so many questions I couldn’t answer.  Where did this come from?  Why was this suddenly happening?  I was happy not being in the dating scene, why would I suddenly want to screw that up?  Why her?  I didn’t really consider how she would feel.  I was 99% sure she wasn’t interested.  In fact, I think I would’ve been more worried if I asked her out and she actually said yes!

A week later, I travelled to New York City to visit a couple of friends of mine.  While there, I discussed my recent revealation.  They had become engaged a couple of weeks before, so I took their view of my situation with a huge grain of salt.

But as I spent the day with them, and watched them together, I became aware that I wanted exactly what they had.

That connection. That emotional bonding. That love.

[This, also, is not the realization this blog post is about.  Stay with me here.]

I got on the train home and began thinking about everything and every emotion, past and present; what had led me to where I had been and to where I was now.  And somewhere between Harlem and Greenwich, I discovered the truth.

The truth was that, during all those years, I had wanted to date.

I had wanted that connection. That bonding. That love.

The problem was, during that time and up until recently, I didn’t love myself.  Truth be told, I down right loathed myself for most of that time.  And because of that, I didn’t think I deserved to be loved by anyone.

So when I would meet a woman who I thought was special, I would think to myself, “Too bad I don’t want to date anyone”, and put it out of my mind.

This is the revelation this blog post is about.  The revelation that, “I don’t want to date anyone”, was really my brain’s way of saying, “You don’t deserve anyone’s love.”

And once I realized that, everything going on fell into place.

I love myself now. I’m ready to date. I’m ready to love someone else now.

But, most of all, I’m ready to accept that someone can love me the same way.


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