wip for my tumblr ghosties bc THEYRE FRIENDS NOW WAAAAAAAAA
I can’t believe they had their first healthy communication 🥺🥺🥺 they’re all grown up
Kinda wild that a Halloween episode could be this eh.
me when it's 1773 and im helping my bro put his makeup on (no homo of course):
can u tell i love 1773 isaac. no? then im going to make you know
YES THIS A REFERENCE TO THAT ONE LESBIAN PIC
The end of loki s2 song is like a feeling this undescribable feeling of odd acceptance of something terrible. It's the acknowledgement that your whole life you had kept yourself first you were fine with others being sacrificed for your own accomplishments because for people to succed one must be sacrificed. It's the acceptance thst you're thst sacrifice now that maybe you deserve to be selfless in this moment even if it'll hurt you and the people you wish to see succeed It's the feeling that comes when you give up your dream job for a friend or rival the feeling of a parent giving up their life for their children accepting thst they now need to devote themselves to raise these humans It's the feeling of sacrificing everything just so you can watch them thrive. It's what you feel when you're selfishly selfless. Even if you were selfish your whole life you have to be selfless .in this moment. You have to be the sacrifice. Because your love for them is much more important then your desperate wants.
did loki MAKE yggdrasil??? or something to that effect?
So, I feel like I’m losing my mind. I keep seeing metas about how Aziraphale wants Crowley to return to Heaven and be an angel again because he wants them to be on the same side/be good/change/etc., etc., etc. but I don’t see that at all. I actually see it as the very opposite.
Aziraphale loves Crowley just as he is. But there’s something more. Something huge.
Aziraphale loves Crowley and because he is an angel who is stuck in seeing things as black and white, he constantly praises Crowley for being nice. For being good. For being kind.
Aziraphale has watched Crowley on and off for 6,000 years. He watched him thwart the plans of Heaven and Hell because it was unjust. He spared the lives of innocents. He did small things that made Aziraphale happy just because (like making Hamlet successful and saving valuable books). And because Aziraphale sees things in black and white, he sees all the things Crowley has done as nice, as good, as kind.
Crowley vehemently attests he’s not nice or good or kind.
He’s not exactly wrong nor is he lying when he says this. When Crowley spares goats during a cruel bet over a righteous man and swallowing laudanum to prevent a suicide, when he prevents Armageddon by working with Aziraphale and stopping the Anti-Christ from being the Anti-Christ, he’s not doing the nice/good/kind thing.
He’s doing the right thing.
Crowley chooses to do the right thing without hesitation. He is better than all of Heaven and Hell who have callous and dispassionate view of all existence because he questions, because he makes choices. Crowley sees the world for all its messiness and he sees himself. He sees a place where he fits in. He sees the blurred edges.
And Aziraphale sees that, even if seeing the blurred edges is hard for him.
But here’s the thing that Aziraphale can’t voice.
It’s the reason why he told Crowley about being allowed to return to Heaven and become an angel again. He doesn’t want Crowley to change. He doesn’t think Crowley is flawed. Or not enough.
It’s something that is so monumental that it cannot be put into words. Because to put it into words would be more than blasphemy. It’s down right unthinkable for anyone in Heaven, Hell, or Earth to say what Aziraphale knows deep in his soul.
God was wrong to cast out Crowley.
Aziraphale believes Crowley can/should return to Heaven because he knows that Crowley should never have fallen in the first place. He wants him to be forgiven because when Crowley fell it was unjust. Aziraphale is trying to correct a mistake. He’s trying to do the right thing.
Yes, Crowley would never accept returning to Heaven. And Aziraphale was wrong to even suggest it (although that conversation is another can of worms to unpack).
Aziraphale loves Crowley. He loves him exactly as he is. He doesn’t want him to change. Aziraphale knows that Crowley the best of all of them. He wants to change Heaven because of it. Because God was wrong and Aziraphale knows it.
Aziraphale may have difficulty seeing beyond black and white, but when it comes to Crowley he sees everything crystal clear and in vivid color.
okay im making a post and if production finds me and kills me then i guess i’ll die
i worked on DEH. I was on set almost every single day. I know it’s funny to joke about Ben and his hair and everything else but i wanna break it down for y’all real fast.
1. first off- that’s his hair. he’s jewish. it’s called a fucking jewfro and if y’all call it a wig one more time i’ll smother you in MY fucking jewfro.
2. i know y’all are saying he looks too old to play evan, but like,, Evan is tired. this is a story about mental illness (besides other things) and he’s not going to look like a 17 year old. mental illness ages you. I know he’s 27, but he wasnt really not that far off from looking like a high schooler. he put his whole fucking body into this part, just like he did on broadway.
3. Ben Platt is one of the most talented artists we’re going to see in our lifetime. Hands down. I saw this man sing his lungs out every day for months and it’s breathtaking. Without Ben, Dear Evan Hansen would not have even made it on the map. Ben has every right to reprise this role, to find closure in Evan, and say his goodbyes to the character. also, it would have been criminal to not immortalize his interpretation of Evan in some way, shape, or form. should they have brought it back to broadway and done a proshot? probably. but this is what we were given, and it wouldn’t have been right without Ben.
4. the humor is still there, promise.
you dont have to go see it. you dont have to like it. i know it’s fun to make fun of it, but i need everyone to know that this was a really hard movie to make. no matter who’s playing who, it’s still Dear Evan Hansen. and we’re really proud of it.
p.s. Alana is gay.
Coming right up!!!
Thanks to @ghastlypals for the fun prompt!!!
i had so much fun drawing this one. the hands were a killer, but we persevered chat!!!
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(s3 beyond spoilers under cut)
i drew this with the intention of imagining what their first dance would be if they were to go through with the wedding. i pictured At Last the whole time i was drawing. ❤️
id like to think that at some point in loki’s vast attempts at getting the loom to work he knew he would take a while so he just decided “fuck it” and him and mobius finally got their kiss
(please turn that into a fanfic im too lazy to write plus i suck ass at it)
Pls I just want them back