Please Look At His Little Face He Doesnt Deserve Any More Suffering (do It)

pulled an all nighter accidentally bc i just could not sleep no matter how hard i tried so pulled out the kate bush mug for a little coffee

a doodle of abbey i did with a new ibis paint brush

abbey will have a long hard day of screaming at everyone and telling them she hates them and some very oddly personal insults and then rots in the bottom bunk of her childhood bed staring at the drawings she drew on the wooden slats of the top bunk thinking about how much she hates herself

that’s what’s happening here basically the idea is that she’s just had a row with Asher and now she’s on their childhood bunk bed missing them and regretting her actions

abbey and asher argue a lot and it’s always abbey that starts it. she blames asher for being able to get out of their horrific household while she feels like she’s forced to stay and look after their dad

(until asher drops out of uni because they become an alcoholic and for the first time ever they are NOT the favourite their dad doesn’t HAVE a favourite anymore because asher has DISAPPOINTED him and the twins have solidarity over being stuck with him being awful to them)

i could talk about the twins and their dynamic for ages but it’s hard to explain

Stay Still

More art about my oc Rain and @egoisticqueerunderanydefinition ‘s oc Pix!!!!! Pix only appears as a hand but still it’s about those two

Basically they’re in a very codependent toxic homoerotic dynamic they aren’t lovers they’re so much worse than that. Their ship name is literally PAIN.

Pix is Rain’s only “safe” link into the supernatural, and with him having several different dangerous near-death encounters with such things, he clings to Pix even harder because he believes that although they might hurt him sometimes they’ll always swoop in to protect him from the horrors - which are a lot worse than Pix’s verbal threats and coldness

But Pix is,, Not Right in the head. A bit crazy. Violence is all they’ve known and violence is all they’ll continue to do for the foreseeable. Rain never means to trigger them, but when he unknowingly does Pix comes close to just killing him from pure fear or anger. Eventually they just do it. Oh also they eat him bc ofc they do just to make it worse!!!

Rain’s ghost is bound to them and he hates them. He’s betrayed and hurt and mourning the better life he was slowly trying to build.

Jenny doodle from ages ago!!! My baby. She is everything I never want to become but also everything I am capable of becoming. But also everything I’ll ever be.

I GOT INTO UNI!!! i’m going to make my sillies real one day and this is a step towards that god bless

(done in like 5 mins in my college’s smoke shelter^)

Hair Holds Memories

(aka Rain after he’s kicked out/runs away from home and cuts his own hair)

saw someone’s art and decided i Wanted That so i looked at one of their tutorials where they paint over the line art and tried this. it absolutely does not look like theirs but it was a fun experiment!!!

WAIT DID I TAG THE RIGHT PERSON😭 WHERES ADRIAN

merry late christmas guys life and uni are bumming me so hard so ive done basically no personal art for ages

but here yous go some of @egoisticqueerunderanydefinition ‘s ocs PD and pix!!! both my headcanon versions ofc this was their christmas present

more to come hopefully idk. desperate for money if anyone wants a commission in this style??

god i love creating a new tumblr and having nish followers here’s a photo of the breakfast in bed my boyfriend brought me for my post boxing day hangover just because i can. the sandwiches had the good chicken on them and the tortillas are like cheesy roll ups but in a more triangular shape. there’s a fucking crepe. and a snowman christmas chocolate. one of the sandwiches was a fucking heart. god bless

More Jenny except this time she’s older !!!

This is a wip from a larger page about her ! I wanted to show her body type a bit while still making the pose fitting to her personality. Most my characters have a bitta chub or just. No definition but jenny LOVES SPORTS so has a bit of muscle !!!!

My favourite lesbian ever most my characters are up for interpretation but she is the lesbian ever