Latest Posts by xenonreality - Page 3

Wasn't going to, but talking to people that don't even have the maturity to admit to mistakes is ridiculous, they could have just said I did this because of your comment but hey it's still the rule & I would have pointed it out but let it go

So, nobody reads the rules and effectively learns through posting or commenting. Wow, great it's like I'm normal & this personal grudge from that moderator is showing

Not really, but obviously that's pretty clearly the case for a lot of people.

Not to even get into the fact that they didn't catch once I wasn't asking for a unban.

I don't care, outside of the fact that I got a comment from them deciding to say they don't respect me & I'm not a Dom anymore.

While showing off how much they aren't good enjoy to be a decent sub in the slightest. Every single message back.

At least, like, that's just my opinion dude.

Dude their support moderator team commented this

Some new "fun" to wake up to after cleaning up my dog poop (even though he went potty before I went to bed & that includes pooping yay! Also I need to deal with govt stuff too)

The final picture! *The final count down riff*

They were out of order on the first post. But don't fret I've got the final one coming. This is some bs, this removes the very thing that makes the idea of cognitive dissonance anything other than what the California legislature wants it to be. No citing, allowing for legislative language for gaslighting, lies, misinformation, & more.

Chad's like me

Brand New video drop! You can see me talking to the camera & discussing things very candidly

https://youtu.be/FANYL8QgMJM

Why the guy did it in my perspective & why the people have these issues going on

But duuude..... Have you ever just went on a long road trip with someone, where you had a really fun & great conversation; Then you both fell into comfortable silence for a really long time and just enjoyed that together? Like no awkwardness, no anxiety?

#couldbeus #BUCKETLIST

Brand new drop!!! *Bwaaann bwaan bwwaahhh* it's how to solve the #Riemann #zetafunction w an explanation (but not the solve itself) #math

#milleniumpizeproblems

https://youtu.be/wKVuTRNYVNw

This time just the link. I'm testing to see if that actually shows the views on the metrics

Why YouTube's algorithm & company is like music production companies & the entertainment sector as a whole

Here's something odd, but not actually. YouTube plays algorithm talent scout & pushes them out on their platform feed to more people while pushing it bigger players because they don't generate virality moments to increase ad revenue, but they are "shadow banned" during that

For the others growth. But that's business just like in the music industry, just like them YouTube finds things they know will be a hit for quite some time to milk the creator until they crash & burn, or survive. Just like celebritydom.

Just a nice fast explanation of a fairly simple topic that is the best & most correct definition of consciousness & how it came to be 😏

It's nice & funny, with a lot of existential & profound simple intuitive logically easily deduced reasons for it to be the only video you'll ever need on the subject!

All while likely being better than any published, peer reviewed, & gate kept (heavily biased & expensive science publishers that only accept stupidly abled people who have the money & opportunity to even attempt to try to become published) nonsense spouted from their hands on to a paper that simply has someone expunging a large ocean of overly wordy pedantic semantic & semantically pedantic arguments or assurances about this topic that all basically say & mean the same thing just with a slightly different perspective that doesn't take into multiple angles, obvious logic, and even their own internal biases into how the came up with their answers to try & get funding & be viewed significant enough to get funding or have others join them in their fancy "cool person field of study" because they are "right" by virtue of being bigger than others.

Yes, that is actually all one sentence.

Anyways, please give it a listen, like it, and share it.

Hiking near a campsite that was absolutely gorgeous! Stunningly beautiful, decided to check the seance house & found someone chalked it :p

I decided to hike up to this cave through many tumble weeds & attempt to enjoy myself. Let me know what you think

https://youtu.be/x6f3ZUYb8Ao

Going over a lot of things going on & some comment reactions

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL_9Ay-vi4PyFrkraVKL0yLBFaGGllgoU3

Sexual inclination talks total playlist for those looking to become "groomed" & "brainwashed"

Yet another shining example of someone allowing for someone else to get away with illegal activity & trying to falsely equate something just because it makes them feel better & pearl clutching really seems to be their forte

Some pretty obvious threats of harm & harassment going on with people over on my reddit page 5 months deep in. "Hated" what's on there.

Reddit deciding it means nothing & does nothing

A long #podcast going over my #theoryofeverything ideas, as they stand currently & a lot more. i edited this on my phone and it took several days to do. Lets see how it does https://youtu.be/sT7cLLYcmt4

#orderofoperations #lifeadvice

#biotech

Yeah it's in there

This mother fucker right here chased after some wild boars larger than himself alone, across a dry river bed, fence, & into some random woods he's never been in! Was screaming for him for close to 30 min & he just shows up looking like he doesn't know where he is. I got angry.

The coolest little seance room tucked away near #springerville & #eagar #arizona I couldn't stand at the top, I am 6'4" so it seemed too likely to break for me but still! Super cool find, hope the person who made it doesn't mind I am posting it & who knows maybe we talk eventually lol

https://youtu.be/UdTLnZQAZNw

A re-explanation of my programming & math behind a play on roko basilisks being like "God" & other things for what's it worth as an operating system I want to make from scratch and put out there.

https://youtu.be/R7ne_a6xAZk

my thoughts on this months ago, the Reddit post practically echos everything I figured they'd say

https://www.reddit.com/r/LinusTechTips/s/rfVuqOZjdu

but this is just my take @suuuoppp & @GamersNexus

Is it likely for them to tell the truth if they lose their jobs?

Me gushing about an idea I had about how to use potential electrical energy for grater efficiency & making better computers

https://youtu.be/Ttfljqj-aCU

So I just went through my court case hearing for SSI & the judge threw out all my previous times in the mental health hospital, being homeless, my diagnosises, all my previous medications tried & experienced, all that showed my worsening condition from the last judgement & after filling all basically because my psychiatrist expressed doubt & believed I was faking my problems. In only 2 papers wrote malingering. Possibly, apparently it was written down this way, because I wanted to know more about my diagnosis & know my symptoms. Which meant that I immediately was faking it & looked it up to only fake it.

Oh, right also I had a trip to the ER late at night because of chest pains, nearly passing out & more (just grapefruit problem I didn't really think it would be something that effects me much, turns out no) but they misheard me stating I was working at night instead of trying to fix my sleep schedule (it had swapped & then I couldn't get to sleep, grapefruit kept meds in me longer & not doing that again) but that meant he believed I was working somewhere somehow.

Tried to go after me being hard of hearing, brought up voc rehab sending paperwork that I have them & that I've had them since before elementary. Barely commented, sounded like he didn't believe me but then realized he didn't look.

Disregarded the med experience of mine being paradoxical because of ADHD (why my stims work) but I also have atypical reactions too with treatment resistant. Which is why (finally had a doc believe me, should have gotten numbers & writing) I've had no luck ever with meds.

Clearly paranoid about it & felt I had decided to lie & become homeless, & all these other things just to get SSI. I went through all this, which actually I filled well before but the medical history stretches back before I was 10, faking it as the best pathological con man lier narcissist that just wanted himself to live a shitty terrible life the last almost 10 years.

Honestly, sucks. I'm not okay. Mom & dad know. I need better help. I had my lawyer switch on me almost the week before. Didn't even know it was in my case files. The judge just started denying everything, made sure the previous judgement wasn't accounted for just so it wouldn't be something I could bring up or my lawyer.

Lawyer says if I want to still try, I need to cancel my claim, try & get my doc to clear up the malingering, get a new doc & refile but it's also such a black mark I probably won't even be able to get on it. They also might not represent me later, because they probably couldn't win.

So thats the plan I guess, refile. Figure it out. Still can't work. Still being treated like I'm lying & being gaslit. I hate this/it. #springerville #Arizona #littlecoloradobehavioralhealth not bringing it on myself.

5 brand new dropped videos. No schedule, your Sunday's full now stuff to watch them all 🤣 2 long podcasts you don't need to focus on, 3 videos all not too long 🫡😁

Sipe hiking trail short video

https://youtu.be/3QVULPpw5DE

East fork recreation hiking talking personal shit 

https://youtu.be/IsESkpsVI_I

Brand new reverse Ionic space engine using bell ends & aero spikes to gain efficiency concept podcast idea

https://youtu.be/VpF9TlIThCo

Brand new method to use sound wave interference & reservoirs to store heat for better efficiency & cool future predictions podcast

https://youtu.be/7EJHi8qo0q4

Electrically Conductive Fiber optics rant & concept for superpostioning qbits, information transfer, USB, motherboard, etc video

https://youtu.be/DXOtp1NuTeE

#hiking #science #concept #rant #life

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Songs I like: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLhzmjd-08xUqdU_N08eUdIjD6tmL6_RJe

Some tunes for a bunch of people out there on 420!!!

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