@n@ Fast - Blog Posts

im like 99% sure im sick and have been feeling like shit so i got to go home early at like 12 something am, i binged like crazy and i feel 20x worse but i can at least ⭐rve myself since my parents r gunna think its only cs im sick..

i absolutely love friends who encourage you.

me and my friend are doing a 3 day fast tg starting tmrw and it’s so motivating. usually it’s so hard for me to fast, but making it into a sorta competition makes it sooo much easier.

i 💗 irl ana buddies

Guys what the hell i just weighed myself for the first time in months and i gained, i refuse to let myself go over 50kg - i’m 48.7 rn. I’m gonna start fasting more often and restricting, starting today. i need to stop making excuses and putting this stuff off, so starting today i’m doing a 30h f@st. wish me luck guys😭🙏

I’m getting worse (i’m eating more)

I hate being delusional, like wdym instead of losing weight I gained???

I just discovered that 小红书 has huge amounts of th1nsp0!

If you still haven’t, try and see for yourself 🩷

Do not eat.

I actually found the strength to shop groceries without getting any of my binge foods (by will and following universe signals too).

I’m really proud right now.

I’ve been fed forcefully.

I feel violated.

The horrible feeling you get when eating after a 38 hours fast, ugh.

the amount of weight i would’ve already lost if i lived alone 😫😫

~(Late)Wieiad~

10•16•24

Breakfast:

• 2 rice cakes - 80c

• Pork cutlet - ~450c

Dinner:

• 22g pitted date - 67c

• 5g LS peanut butter - 16c

• 1.5g unsweetened coconut chips - 10c

• 3g dark chocolate chips - 16c

Total: 639c

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Went over 500c and I’m not happy about it but I’m gonna fast until Saturday so that’ll be fun at least

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~Fast~

42.5 hours in and I just got sick * . * I feel a lot better now so I’m not breaking my fast quite yet, but I’m doubting I’ll complete all 93h.. I set it as that many hrs because it’s the most ideal fast I’d like to do, but I haven’t done a fast longer than 3 days in wayyy too long, and sadly I’m struggling a bit physically.. not even 48hrs in T . T but at the VERY least I’ll make it to the 48h mark, anything less is pathetic and I’ll be even more of a disappointment.(I would never talk to anyone else like that btw, only to myself lol)

Starting a fast :3

I’ve felt my heart beat being crazy for the past few hours so I ended my fast before I really wanted to :c

Side note: These protein bars are amazing! A bit pricey and 180c… * . * -but very good! And not only did it kind of help my heart beat issue but now I’m definitely not hungry lol 10/10, do recommend✨ I have another flavor by the same brand that I’m going to try tomorrow :)

I was 57,9kg this morning!!!

Fucking finallyyyyy

I’m so motivated to reach my goal weight by Christmas