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How the FUCK do people NOT wanna frolic away in the wilderness-?! like theyre literally inviting you?? come join and have snacks on a stump with me at dusk please?? pleaaseee???? /nm lolol!-sorry if it sounded rude!
COME CHECK OUT MY EPIC TIKTOK ACC CUZ I FINALLY STARTED MAKING VIDEOS INSTEAD OF DOOMSCROLLING 💀💀 (HGHH JUST SCREENSHOTS FOR NOW CUZ I CANT PUT MORE THEN 1 VIDEO >:()
features very epic video plots such as:
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aint gonna lie i thought i would have more deer plushies (GAUAHAHAAA ITS ALL XMAS FAULT WHY DO DEER HAVE TO BE XMASSY AND NOT JUST DEER >:()
dont mind the bison i just wanted to include him cuz he was my only one of that species n close enough to an elk for me lolol
also like what is up with no plushies being female deer??? they pretty cool too and fawns need a momma :((
I WANT UUUUU TO GET A PLUSHIE OF YOUR KINTYPE/MOST SIMILAR TO YOUR KINTYPE (TRUST ME U WONT REGRET IT)
guhhhh how tf do u draw an elk hoof pointing
I WANT UUUUU TO GET A PLUSHIE OF YOUR KINTYPE/MOST SIMILAR TO YOUR KINTYPE (TRUST ME U WONT REGRET IT)
guhhhh how tf do u draw an elk hoof pointing
randomly back on wigglypaint again- aint gonna lie it looks good with all color themes XDD
anyways i just thought this lil guy would relate to some of yall- remember, as im in a community that all suffers from plenty of things (and i do too), dont be afraid to get help, though therapy is the best option since they are trained for many years. telling your therapist that your a nonhuman and have much pain within your human body will get them to do the proper research and do their best to help you. humans can indeed help nonhumans- and have so many times before.
dont be afraid to ask for therapy either! it took me some years to find the perfect type that fits me- and there are plenty of unique ones with unique people that will make sure you are your most comfortable. it might be scary at first- trust the process. its totally fine to not talk to them for many sessions or sit on the floor! they will be patient for you- to help you. its also totally okay to switch as many times as you want! dont be pressured to stay with a person your supposed to trust when you dont- though it takes time to earn trust so i do recommend atleast 2-3 sessions. think of the first as a warmup!
extra note that might help more people: you might wanna to track new medicine your taking in a writing journal or computer notes! (especially about what your feeling!) i personally find it helpful as i never really saw myself 'changing' when i take medicine. though it will never change you or your personality- medicine is supposed to help and heal you, like a mini therapist for your inner body! :D sometimes you have to take it forever, although other times you can use different ways to treat the problem- dont be afraid to ask if thats an option! i know some people dont like pills- but i bet there is another option or area to practice taking them! tictacs or jellybeans are kinda fun to take as a practice option XDD
was
ne-
ver
look-
ing
for
her
till i found her
now i find her everywhere
shes always there /lyr
drew my lil ghost of chicago :)
made a few more variants cuz i was vibin to the looped song and so that chicago gets haunted by all our ghosts /j (ftu! made on wigglypaint by me :DD)
SHE GETS MARRIED TOMIORROW OHWHENIMGONEFORNOW(??)UHHHSOMETHINGIDK BADABABADAABADBABDABDAAA BDADBADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
/more lyr cuz the ending just blasted in my ears and istg im addicted to music like weed cuz that felt so nice
idk- i usually call it the 'centaur shift' in my head but its more of an offbranch of phantom limbs/shifting- it feels like i have a sorta centaur-like body with another pair of legs and gets me really sensitive about my arms xdd
ive only had it about 7 times now and its pretty rare/sporadic- but most happened when im outside walking my dogs or smthin, i dont think its a new kin either (rip centaur research /j) i really do wish i could relate to somebody else with shifts similar to this one but everyone has a different nonhuman experience and i havent found somebody whos also experienced this yet and im quite curious lolol
why tf am i writing so many poems latley- anyways this one kinda depressing idk why lolol (im also sick at the moment and a bit sleep deprived so this one might not make sense to most ppl- maybe even me once i sleep XDD)
The bugling cage
Fresh grass smell birds chirping bees and bugs humming in the distance i can hear it all
bright flowers soft sunlight fluffy clouds floating miles above me i can see it all
but i cannot frolic i cannot speak i cannot graze
because its all a dream a memory an imaginary thing
im trapped in my own brain. my body is just a zoo, keeping this ill and depressed bull while it struggles to get free.
it begs to frolic they beg to speak i beg to graze
some people may not agree with my brain but my body seems normal enough for them to talk to me i may have a tail, hooves or a set of antlers but i seem normal enough
until they meet the brain until they meet my real form until they visit the zoo.
random untitled poem idk what to name it T_T oh elk. does it hurt you when you do your mighty cry? do you know somewhere, out there in the bustling city. there is a human. a small human. who would truly like to join you. who thinks your cries are a melody. who thinks you can do no harm to your harem. who wants to escape their concrete chamber with their tough antlers and run off with their swift hooves.
but they have no hooves. they have no antlers, either. they are just a human. like all the others. one that repeats the cycle of all the others, too. kill. destroy. take. but this one is not killing your kind. this one is not destroying your home. this one is not taking your forage. this one is with you. on your side on the group with the wolves and rabbits. on the team that has the ferns and the stars. on the army of other people. the people that are just like that one small human, just like you. so, elk, does it hurt you when you do your mighty cry? or do you know that somewhere, out there in the many bustling cities. there are humans, small humans. that wont repeat the cycle of their ancestors. care. help. give. that is what the humans will do. the small humans. and although they are small, they are just like you.
writing w/ a mouse sucks but anyways heres lil lyric thingamabobsoodle XD
the doe
a deer
a female deer
with a ray
the fawn thats full of sun
thats me!
a name
i call myself!
i go far
with the path i chose to run lil random wordmix i did of that one do re mi song everyone prob learned in elementary/grade school + drawing of uhhhhhh dough deer idk lolol
average tv/media lesbian couple (they love eachother very much + softie is the big spoon) /j
i like wemon they pretty teehee
ANYWAYS HAPPY LESBIAN VISIBILITY WEEK GAYGALS!! :D
LF REQUESTS OF LIKE ANYTHING IM SO DRAINED OF IDEAS writing, doodles, bases, moodboards, pngart or whatever its called, game ratings?? maybe even animal ratings??? idek anymore i just wanna do smthin to get my mind busy
ZAYUM SHAWTY mind if i- bugles at you bugles at you bugles at you bugles at you bugles at you bugles at you bugles at you bugles at you bugles at you bugles at you bugles at you bugles at you bugles at you bugles at you bugles at you bugles at you bugles at you bugles at you bugles at you bugles at you
salad
salad sunday?? MEAT MONDAY??????
idk i just wanted to share that image cuz i adore it <33 also im hunrgy
SHOOKASHOOKASHOOKASHOOKASHOOKASHOOKASHOOKASHOOKASHOOKASHOOKASHOOKASHOOKASHOOKASHOOKASHOOKASHOOKA
ehehehee now ur soaked >:)
WHY DO I HAVE TO WALK EVERYWHERE??? ITS SO TIRING I HATE THESE HUMAN LEGS AGRJHAHAAA
HOW DID WE EVOLVE FOR STAMINA WHEN MY IDIOPT SELF CANT EVEN RUN FOR LIKE 5 SECS
i request the uppies this instant >:(
oh- cervidae!!? XDD
but oh... cervidae.. <3
I am fictionkin myself and I also find the disregard for creators to be really uncomfortable.
I have seen people who kin a character from a TTRPG podcasts and shudder because I learned that the character is an expression of the player's own traumas and was a way for them to process their trauma and heal. And there is something about taking another persons deeply personal character and going "im them thats me" and claiming them that feels disgusting. I hate it.
thats another sorta thing that happens, in most of my answers for the questions i asked there was 1 thing in common: 'dont bring it up/be quiet about it'
it seems like they are more secluded then the other communities. it feels like they put up a whole wall for you to climb before you discover a new thing about fictionkins. i feel bad for ya cuz it seems like they do it inside of their own community too
*edit: i know kinning is involuntary-im a therian myself
Why do fiction kin and faction make you uncomfortable? \gen \nf
its just strange feelings and things ykyk (also im not fictionkin myself-so this is seem from an outsiders pov ig)
bit of a messy rant cuz brain barf blob thing:
it feels weird and wrong that ppl are basically kinning with actors bodies,voices,etc ive always wanted to be an actor myself and if anybody kinned with the character i was voicing or acting out as i just kinda see it as '"too much" like..hey thats my voice! thats me! why do you think your me? im me!' for those fictionkin i think more of beyond the character. most actors dont even know about the nonhuman community so what would they think if somebody kinned your self insert? i just sorta think that its weird to kin a (past-present-etc) living thing, and basically a human nonetheless. i cant really ignore and go blindsighted to just the character, i want to think about who created them, voiced them, acted out them n stuff
book fictionkin are okay i guess, im just thinking about how thats basically somebodies oc that they spent time working on and shaping into the plot- even if its a backround character
ive tried to get out as much as i can in answers of things im worried about but ive only got a few secured as most were as toxic as the elephants foot. its strange to me on how oblivious they can be when it comes to the person behind the character, they seem to ignore it and just move on like it isnt a giant problem
(please remember that these are just my own opinions and you can ignore them, we both have different brains and can make humane decisions instead of arguing :P)
*edit: i know kinning is involuntary-im a therian myself and for those who may be insulted by the use of the word 'kinning' due to its backstory, i find it quite helpful as theres not really another world like it that ive found and have sorta taken it under my wing to try and make it a regular word. there have been plenty of words with weird ahh and violent backstories that some ppl use on the regular lolol
boutta group up with these randos while it spring and the cows give birth so ill be gone for a few days!!! /j (but yee ill actually be gone lolol- dw ill catch up if any requests or things happen!)
LESGOOO ITS FINALLY WEDNESDAY I KEEP MISSING IT LOLOL
heres a lil inspiring vid of my kin! :D
Elk rescued from Estes Park swimming pool (youtube.com)
i think he got too into wet beast wednesday /j
OKAY AFTER A GOOGLE SEARCH WHY ARE ELK SO ATTRACTED TO POOLS???
friend ive known for a short amount of time: "you act ALOT like a-"
me, an obvious and open therian: finish that sentence buddy- i dare u /lh
*walks over nonchalantly*
BOOP
hEHHEeEHiIiHOoOO OfF I gOoOO
RICKY WHEN I BOOP YOU RICKY RICKY WHEN I BOOP YOU RICKY WHEN I BOOP WHEN I BOOP YOU RICKY
RICKY WHEN I BOOP YOU RICKY RICKY WHEN I BOOP YOU RICKY WHEN I BOOP WHEN I BOOP YOU RICKY
me omw to boop everyone and everything on my screen
what ppl think female elks are like:
what female elks are actually like:
fun fact!: elk are animals that have manes sorta like lions! although not very show-offy like them,(and the females also have them) they grow more puffy in the winter to keep warm sorta like turtlenecks XD
feeling swag
unable to wag
ft: manswagelk5552 dOnT StEEl!!1!1! /j
trade offer: you give: question
u receive: random ahh doodles
sniff sniff i smell a bingo card that i can fill
WHY DID I GET LITTERALLY ALL BUT THE ONES THAT MADE A SCORE XD
Btw the template was made by zoeybullard0628 on Pinterest! <3
Original Image:
I did this out of pure boredom lol