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So I actually cried over Arcane ending. By that final airship scene really made me think. I think that means that Jinx IS alive (powder saying she wanted to ride an airship) you COULD interpret the ballon she and Ekko show up in as an airship, but I like to think that she is inside that last airship. I think that’s why the animators and writers included that scene. Jinx is leaving Zaun and Piltover, they have too many bad memories after all, and going someplace new. I think this also allows for Vi to move on, because Jinx would still be punished for her actions unfortunately. I also think that the final scene with Vander and the young sisters maybe means Warwick sacrificed the remaining parts of him to give Jinx a second chance.

This could just be me coping though. I think they left Jinx’s fate unknown on purpose. It’s our story to interpret after all.

UPDATE: in the final explosion of the series, if you slow it down you can see a random pink streak fly away. I think it’s similar to Jinx’s shimmer trails in previous episodes. Caitlyn also narrows down on the tunnels to leave the Hexgates, so maybe!!

thought I’d catch up on my hero, even cooked, was ready for a good time...i did not have a good time.  this poor baby.

I opened Tumblr this morning and I found out that Akira just died

I cried

Written for the Zosan Secret Santa 2019 Gift Exchange.

Hi @elalmadelmar, I’m your secret santa! 

Your prompt was “Soulmate AU”, so I wrote just that! I had a great time planning out this fic, and it was really fun to write - not like anything I’m used to doing. I ended up projecting myself onto a lot of these characters, and it was an interesting journey.

That being said, many apologies for the delay. Please enjoy! 

Special thanks to @dailyzosan and @kenbunshokus for hosting.

I don't think I've ever put so much effort into an art project.

Ok, you all know the book “The Outsiders” right? Right. And I’ve been having an angst scene in my head with Ghost and Soap with this one quote. “Johnny was the only thing Dally loved. And now Johnny was gone.”. Now what if Soap dies or something and Ghost goes fucking 𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘭 and absolutely loses it. He just loses himself and nothing is helping. I welcome you all to this amazing writing prompt!

this broke me

Idolish7 fanfic- Ringing Hearts <3

-Nagi x Mitsuki, introspective Mitsuki, fluff, slight angst-

Mitsuki lay on his side in bed, idly swiping through his phone. The only light left on in the room was the small square being projected onto his weary face. Mitsuki should be sleeping at this hour but he couldn’t bring himself to settle, allowing the soft music pouring from the speaker to create a more melancholic atmosphere than the day deserved.

Mitsuki was glad to be getting so much MC work lately. Really, he was.  

It was just difficult to set aside the fact that their fans thought he talked too much, knowing that Mitsuki had only made it onto i7 as part of a package deal. 

But Mitsuki knew better to dwell on that, so he swiped.   

Everything I’ve ever let go of has claw marks on it.

-David Foster Wallace   

Mitsuki lingered on this slide long enough for the music in the background to loop, then he laughed quietly.  

How odd was it to go seeking a distraction and stumble across a mirror, instead?

Mitsuki held the moderation Yamato had given him close to his heart, but this- this desperation to keep a white-knuckled grip on the things he held dear- was something written into the very marrow of Mitsuki’s bones. 

It was what kept him signing up for auditions- always reaching, even if it meant his hand might be slapped mercilessly away, again and again. It’s what kept him up at night when he ached from the brutal sting of rejection. It’s what had spurred Iori to glue them together in the first place, if only to spare Mitsuki the pain. 

Gratitude and insecurity were glued in equal measure to that memory, but now that they were here Mitsuki knew he would never let go of i7 without engraving his desperate desire for their success beneath his fingernails, first. 

The thought of ever being dragged away from the group was an uneasy one, though, so Mitsuki swiped again.  

Achilles did not slur my name, as people often did, running it together as if in a hurry to be rid of it. Instead, he rang each syllable:

Pa-tro-clus.

-Song of Achilles, Madeline Miller

Again, Mitsuki paused. An image of Nagi’s shining face poked its way into his thoughts, unbidden, whining for Mitsuki to watch Magical Cocona with him. 

Mit-su-ki, Nagi always said. Drawing the syllables out so the shape of Mitsuki’s name lingered on his lips. 

Thoughtful, Mitsuki raised a finger to his own lips and pressed down. 

Mitsuki was used to people wanting to be rid of him. Used to people batting away his outstretched hand in search of something more. Something better. 

No one had ever lingered on Mitsuki, before. 

The thought brought warmth to Mitsuki’s face and he slammed his phone down on the bed, throwing his room into a sudden, searing darkness.

Mitsuki’s heart pounded against his chest- a wild, fluttering thing- and he felt stripped bare, his racing thoughts thrown into sharp relief without the soft haze of the phone screen to blur them.

It was so warm, all of a sudden.  

Had someone messed with the thermostat? 

Surely that’s all it was, and not…

Mitsuki carefully grasped his phone, tilting the screen back towards himself. 

he rang each syllable, it said. Pa-tro-clus. 

A nervous smile tugged at Mitsuki’s burning cheeks, a gentle weightlessness skittering through his stomach. 

Mit-su-ki, Nagi always said. 

Mit-su-ki. 

Surely Nagi knew the emphasis didn’t belong in the middle of his name, and yet…

And yet, he rang each syllable. 

Mitsuki pressed his face into his pillow, carefully cradling the belltower resonance that had been struck each time his name was spoken with such care, building and building and building until the brass echo brought blood rushing to the surface of Mitsuki’s smile.

Mit-su-ki, Nagi always said- sparkling and golden and princelike. 

“Nagi Rokuya,” Mitsuki whispered into his pillow. “Na-gi.”

The music on Mitsuki’s phone looped gently again. 

Mitsuki carefully rang each syllable.

“Ro-ku-ya.”

Delighted laughter bubbled past his lips, swallowed by the walls keeping watch over Mitsuki's feelings. 

Maybe…maybe that’s what Iori had meant the other day. When Mitsuki was sitting on the couch with Nagi, watching the man far more than the anime, and he’d placed a hand on Mitsuki’s shoulder, leaning down to whisper, It’s okay, onii-san. 

Maybe it would be, Mitsuki thought. 

Maybe Nagi Rokuya was another one of those things Mitsuki wouldn’t let go of without a fight.

Gorgus dangerous woman ♡

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now why would you wake up and choose to make others cry like that (THIS IS SO GOOD)

“Marina Abramovic and Ulay started an intense love story in the 70s, performing art out of the van they lived in. When they felt the relationship had run its course, they decided to walk the Great Wall of China, each from one end, meeting for one last big hug in the middle and never seeing each other again. at her 2010 MoMa retrospective Marina performed ‘The Artist Is Present’ as part of the show, a minute of silence with each stranger who sat in front of her. Ulay arrived without her knowing it and this is what happened.”

Please read this y'all

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Kayama Nemuri | Midnight & Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Kayama Nemuri | Midnight & Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic Characters: Kayama Nemuri | Midnight, Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead Additional Tags: Pre-Canon, Fluff, Fluff and Humor, Light Angst, My Hero Academia: Vigilantes Spoilers, Mentioned Shirakumo Oboro, Friendship, Male-Female Friendship, Platonic Love, Developing Friendships, Grief/Mourning, with regards to oboro but it’s mostly background, y'all know how it is with these three, the shared trauma of it all, Protective Kayama Nemuri | Midnight, Kayama Nemuri | Midnight is a Good Friend, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead is Bad at Feelings, Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic is a Ray of Sunshine, too good too pure, Mild Hurt/Comfort, Hugs Summary:

Nemuri has had A Day. Or week, more like. Work’s been kicking her ass since Monday, to be honest. Though today’s the day she literally got her ass kicked by a bitch-ass two-bit villain while out on patrol, so it takes the cake. To top it all off, her injuries mean she has to cancel on Yamada’s very important dinner party. So now not only is she in pain, she also feels like an asshole. Well, if nothing else, at least she’ll finally get a chance to catch up on some much-needed sleep. Yamada has other plans. ___ BNHA Spring Break 2021 Gen Prompt 6: Injury

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Also my entry for @queenangst‘s Gen Contest

Secret Robin au

Part 17 follow up. The secret's out.

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Y'all, I'm giddy

I got MY FIRST FANART!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ME!!!!

This is Tomura from my ShigaDabi fic on ao3, Pretty (Like Nothing Else). It's drawn by Smaelstrom on ao3, they're my fave person rn 🥰🥰

He's so pretty

His eyes are so soft

I love him sm☹💕

'i like to read fanfic the marauders in alternate universe bc canon stories are too painful' and the alternate universes are the hunger games and divergent

I am VERY sorry for the person that just sat behind me in class while I read a Javey Major character death fanfiction

TS4's ending, though rather disliked even by me, makes complete sense.

TS1 was about Woody teaching Buzz he is a toy. He is Andy's toy and Andy needs him, not Woody, but Buzz instead.

TS2 was about giving other toys the aame opportunities he has, to be there for a child. To be played with and have fun!

TS3 was Woody learning to let go. Because even if he can't see or be with Andy, he will always be Andy's toy. It's just Andy doesn't need him and Bonnie does.

TS4 at the beginning comes off as a combo. Teaching Forky to be a toy and helping Gabby Gabby have a chance. But Woody also needs to let go of not just Bonnie but also the gang, his family. Because Bonnie doesn't need him anymore and well what's a toy that isn't played with? So Woody stays, he says goodbye and stays because he's finally being selfish and it hurts but he's finally making a choice for himself. Dolly will watch over the gang, and Buzz will help. And maybe, even if just once a year, he'll get to see them again.

So yeah, it was horribly sad to see Woody stay but it was the right thing for him. Because he is Andy and Bonnie's toy, but he's a toy as well and maybe other kids need him.

I just watched Rouge One for the first time and somehow I’d forgotten that Star Wars is allergic to happiness

FINALY!!!

I've been trying to increase this man's potential since the event and after months of suffering I finally got the EX look 😭

Bye- a gwa post gave me more confidence than my parents ever did

[TXT-LOG] YEONJUN IN U.S 🦊

just gonna post this here for reasons

I just finished the latest AoT episode and I literally have no words for it.

All I can say was that it was beautiful, and I cried a lot.

chibi satoru & suguru 🩷

my son orpheleus was orphaned 2 hours after his birth 💔💔💔

Just rewatched midnight mass and I want to leave here MY thoughts&Opinion, so there it goes:

TW: Death, spoilers of Midnight Mass, alcohol (?)

I love everything about Mike's work, because he knows what he's doing, he WANTS to make us cry, to love-hate (some of) his characters.

Riley is introduced to us in a very raw way, we met Riley seeing what he did, Riley 'was' an alcoholic and he killed someone and he got arrested. The whole time we watch Riley trying to redeem himself and not knowing what to do, he goes to church for his mom&dad, he helps his dad with the boat, and sometimes it feels so awkward to see it, he feels guilty. Not only he tried to help his family, he tried to help and save everyone. He knew at this point, he couldn't do much but even with that he showed Erin what was happening and he knew she wouldn't just sit and save only herself and his family, Erin loved 'The crock pot', and mainly Riley...

Riley Flynn's death was so sad and beautiful, he got what he wanted, what he needed, Riley was forgiven and now his soul was free from his suffering, everything was worth it now.

The way he gave us monsignor pruitt's "regret", when monsignor gets mad about his misinterpretation and just don't do anything about it because he just knows there's nothing left, he can't help them anymore, and it's HIS fault in the end...I just think and think the way he threw his collar and there's so much meaning in this action...

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Well that's it guys ;) I had more thoughts about mm but that what I fell talking about, thanks for reading and tell if I said something wrong!!

so fucking emotional at dan howell being named a top 10 influential lgbt+ figure. i can’t stop thinking about how much he went through with the bullying and the self hatred and the years where hoards of people felt entitled to his sexuality and harassed him over it before he could properly put a name to it.

thinking about how dan said when he finally realised and accepted that he’s gay, he spent 2 hours sobbing on a balcony and drinking an entire bottle of rosé. thinking about how dan said he wanted to cancel interactive introverts because he knew he’s gay and felt like he needed time away from everything to process. thinking about the dan howell who went on tour anyway despite this gnawing at him. thinking about how dan took a year off to collect himself and then posted a 45 minute video detailing his journey and struggles with sexuality, self acceptance, outside pressures, and invasive strangers in detail because he owed that to his past self and present self. thinking about 2019 dan saying he wasn’t confident in his sexuality and couldn’t say he was proudly gay. thinking about dan going to london pride that year anyway and walking around with the gay flag and his silly shirt, beaming and radiant like we’ve never seen before.

thinking about the dan howell who wrote a best selling book all about his relationship with mental illness and how his queerness deeply impacted that because he thought that people could use it if needed. thinking about the dan howell who decided to perform a two hour stage show where he made loads of dirty jokes about his gayness to thousands. thinking about the dan howell who wears whatever he wants and posts whatever he wants without having to worry that the internet is going to pick apart every bit of him to see if he’s queer.

thinking about the dan howell now who came back to the gaming channel and now mentions his sexuality in almost every video posted. thinking about the dan howell now who is going on tour where the point is he and phil are gay as fuck and they don’t care anymore and honestly just wanna let their hair down and have fun with their dedicated audience. thinking about the dan howell now who poses with pride flags at m&g as a member of the community, not just an ally. the dan howell who is selling merch stating “dan and phil made me gay” because it’s really funny and he recognises that his audience is mostly queer and feels a sense of community with them. the dan howell who no longer shies away from the existence of phan bc it’s lowkey funny to him. the dan howell of 2024 who was voted in the top 10 influential lgbt+ figures. the dan howell now who is proud of that as a gay person who went through so much shit and came out the other side. no matter how bad it got, it still got better. it took time, but he got there (,:

Who the hell let the Adam Sandler lizard movie be so good I need to thank them personally

i’m on my side now, and i’m giving up / i don’t know when this body of mine has had enough

“I feel when I question

my skin starts to burn

Why does my skin start to burn?”

— Fable.

Gigi Perez, the pain you cause me.