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I wanted to swim away from the calm river, to sail in the rumbling waves of the stormy sea. I wanted to know the depths of it, I wanted to feel the shake, ready to break free. I wanted to dive deeper, feel it close, know its layers. Insanity gripped me as i got closer, because in its extremity i found me, and my mind couldn't comprehend its own oceanic complexity.
- Anneshwa
I’m going be going for a while , as I can start work again soon ! Yayyyyy ❤️ so big thanks to all my followers who have shared my words and cheered me up with your beautiful words , posts and everything amazing ! I will be on time to time but not as active before! All of you keep up the brilliant work you all share, remember to keep smiling and pushing ahead ❤️ love to all of you and keep safe in this mad world ❤️Once again thank you, I shall miss my daily dose of everything fun and inbetween , but human contact is calling me 😝❤️x
Why do you lie
To my soul
Your the reason this world is cold .
Cant you see
What you do to me ?
You bring me to my knees
To beg you,
for
The happiness in me .
You locked me up and
Forced me to fight
For the light , I cried for every night .
You made me , my own demon
The devil you created from the palm of your hand .
For ever I was giving no slack,
Licking the pain from your wounds while
Feeding the demon , within my own skin .
You made me crack,
I accept that
But I will come back ,
Stronger then the marks on my back
I will show you slack
I’ll accept your apology
When I get up from my knees , your see
I weren’t who you thought I could be,
I have to much lose
To give you the key
To end me.
@trueemotions91
I don’t want to see
What is hidden beaneath the leaves
I’m scared it will shake my knees
Something I ain’t ready to please
I beg you
Don’t shake me to hard
I fall to fast
My soul won’t last
If you make me shiver
My heart will quiver
I don’t know when to stop
That’s when I lose the plot
I’m sorry
I can’t stumble
Upon these troubles
I want you to be happy
And
To show you inside
Would make us both the perfect disaster .
@trueemotions91
She was my baby girl
I told you so
Never wanted to let her go
But you made me do her wrong
By always being the other girl
Making her feel low
I just couldn’t say no.
She was my baby girl
now she can’t be found
Because I dug her, deep into the ground.
Broken hearted by a clown
I’m sorry , now I know
How low, I made her go,
I wasn’t ready
For the love ,
She blew my world apart
now I’m done fooling about .
I was confused , lost
I promise you so
Just come back baby ,to our home
I’ll show you my love , hands down
No more broken promises
No more late night kisses
I just need you back on my ground
You are , who kept me so sound
The reason I thought I was on top of the world
She was my baby girl
I just need her home .
@trueemotions91
I was lost
In a plot
Of my own fucked up emotions
No one to help me
No one ever understood
I was called a crazy bitch
Forced in a ditch
To dig myself out of
While the soil crumbled under each finger tip
Still they called me a crazy bitch
Coz I was fighting this shit
All just watched and laughed
Like a bunch of crazed clowns
To my head shut them out
I cried and screamed
Believe me I fucking did
My eyes have never cried
As the tears ain’t my sin
It’s just the opening
Of this tin I’m trapped in
The cuts were a release
Each time I dug my nails deep in
Was a understanding of the place I was laying
Each fall
I pulled harder
No matter how much they call me a crazy bitch
I am getting out of this ditch
They forced me in .
@trueemotions91
A woman I see ,
More powerful then me ,
Because she holds the key
To the happiness in me ,
She can blow me a Gale,
Or create me a storm ,
She is my dearest ,
Who protects me in the wildest storm,
When I’m mad, she makes the world frown,
Oh believe me she can tip up even your crown ,
When I’m happy she sends me a sky full of clowns,
In the prettiest colours,
Who sing me a beautiful song
To make me feel proud,
When I’m cold ,
She holds me ever so close
warms me up with her gentle rays ,
When I’m hot , she don’t stop,
When I’m mad,
She blows the angles my way,
To whisper
It’ll be better another day.
@trueemotions91
Hey beautiful people ! Hope Everyone’s well! I need some words or ideas to get my brain ticking to write some poetry! Please help ME 😝! My heads a little dry , so feeling frustrated ! Xxxxx
Always told
I won’t make any gold
With my long life goals,
But they underestimated me
As my goals only consist
Of happy and health,
Not having my pockets lined of coins
I’d rather have a heart of joy,
A pocket full of sweet memories
For the world to see, Is enough for me ,
Riches are nothing
If my eyes are cold
Blinded by the pound sign
can’t see my path is clearly written for me ,
I don’t need brands attached to me
I’m a brand of my own
no one can copy track me
Even when I’m buried in the ground
You still couldn’t even come close
To the place I call home
My memories would make you realise
What a lie yours is.
@trueemotions91
You reading this
Promise me
One thing
In life don’t give up
Never check the competition on the other shoulder
Always breathe and just get stuck in
The thicker the better
Don’t let anyone make you feel worthless
Poisonous people only do this
Don’t never go in with your eyes closed
Always make sure they are wide
Don’t get stuck in the gossip
Take a seat back and be the listener
Your be amazed what you hear ,
When your hurting ,
Please just scream,
Don’t let it burden you ,
I’m here,
When you want to cry,
Let it stream,
Tears are free ,
So don’t let it burn you out
from inside out ,
Believe me when I say,
Your brain is a weapon for all,
But mainly for yourself ,
So don’t let it take control,
Remember it’s your body in the line ,
Don’t let the voices roar ,
If they do, scream right back at them
Coz them bitches should be in line with your core,
When your happy ,
Enjoy,
And when your sad
Just remeber the man who shook your hand ,
Without a penny to his name ,
Yet he still has a plan,
Every single being here has a path,
And when it gets tough
Just know that’s the worse ,
The only way is up baby,
So please just breathe ,
And no it’s just the path
To make your journey on earth
Complete .
@trueemotions91
A woman ,
Is her name
A mother to all,
From the ground she was born
She always stood tall ,
She braces the craziest storm
Because that’s her home,
She carries life to the full
So we can be reborn ,
She gives her body to another
With out a thought for the other ,
She knows power, love & hate
But yet you won’t see her shake ,
She has to be powerful
To raise her next generation ,
To Make sure there matter
In a world with a lot of chatter ,
She has the power to give and take
But she always chooses life
Over any other path
That may call her ,
Because that’s the gate
To her most beautiful
Creations in life,
Always In sight , but guarded
By love , because that’s what mothers do
On this crazy path called life .
@trueemotions91
Hey little lady,
Sitting across the bar from me,
With her pretty red hair ,
green glazed eyes
Looking everywhere
But ignoring my stare .
I just want show you how
Your life could be fair.
With a pretty little thing
Like you , I wouldn’t dare ,
I’d give you all the dreams in life,
If you just promise to be my wife ,
I love the way you hold your stare ,
When you no I’m all yours.
I just want show you happiness baby ,
So don’t be scared ,
Promise you my touch ,
Is soft ,
Coz a pretty lady like you
Belongs at the top,
So don’t be alarmed when I pull you closer,
I just wanna smell you a little bit better,
I wanna wrap your hair around my fingers,
And show you how much I really care .
@trueemotions91
5 boys who are running around,
doing what these boys do.
Power rangers.
Fighting & cars
Bruises from bangs
cuts from falls.
Feet stomping from your moods.
Screaming
All in a hurry.
Baby dolls. Kissses. Cuddles. Helping. Tears.
All the things above are nothing bad.
As they are what are perparing you to be a perfect man.
Your learn to control them paddys and in return control anger.
The tears you cry now will show you that being a man also means you need emotion because you are just another
human .
The bruises and bangs just make you that little bit tougher.
The dolls you play with now will help you as you to one day become a father.
The kisses and cuddles will show you that's all your family will need one day to feel protected just like you do now.
But for now I'm sit back watching you grow with tears, laughter and sometimes a bit of frustration - but mummy knows all the bad and all the good is going make you the perfect man for your future .
@trueemotions91
Fucked up words ,
Pulling at the trigger ,
Itching on my brain with this crazy fucker .
My plans in Mars
But yet your only reaching for the stars.
Do make me laugh ,
You look like a giraffe ,
Reaching for the highest branch
Without no arms .
Ground zero.
I hear you call.
The monkeys laugh
With a twisted squeal.
A monkey you know
That’s how low
Your brain has blown
What happened up there ,
Did the air
Lose all control
And now your left floating
Just full of holes,
Please show me your goals
I’m a bit confused
how your still so low
Not knowing which way to go
When I watched you climb
That big fuck off
Hill
@trueemotions91
A joker ,
Hidden from me
Are you really surprised
I can see through the pain,
Painted on smile
In red lines .
Aint hard to see in
Between .
Painted white for the world
To see
But
Under the light ,
Your just another
Delusion of the night,
You think your words can itch me,
I have clowns in my dreams
Somewhere you could never reach ,
Think your nightmares
Can stench me from
My haven ,
Only witches have that cauldron
When they cackle up the night sky,
The birds want to come play ,
Because you will always hide
When the disguise
Falls behind the blind.
@trueemotions91
Listen to the roar
Listen to the core
I won’t kneel again
Nor will my brain repeat again.
When life is passing
Remember to keep smiling .
I look at people every day
Walking past glaring
Eyes all blurring
From a telephone .
Cant be arsed to say hello
To a real huma soul.
not a leg ache
It’s a hand ache
A demolition to the human brain
We ain’t wired for the crown
Or silver tin foil .
We are made from earth
A thousand fucked up cells .
Your ground
When electric is running around
Straight to your brain
Don’t you realise.
You look like a clown
With a upside down
Smile
Not knowing
When your next swipe
Will be more mesmerising
To them demonised eyes
Blacked out from
That devil In a disguise.
@trueemotions91
When I was young
I thought I was strong
Thought life was just a laugh.
Till the voice in my head ,
Kept screaming for a chance .
Showing me things
My own eyes
Could never believe .
I ignored the noise
A racket in my brain
Used to tell the fucker
To just go away,
Always screaming at me
A fight against the other.
always in the inside
No one else can hear my brain
It sent me crazy
Used to screw
Wanted it to just escape
But it wanted to stick like glue .
Who was this screaming inside of me
I used to ask the fucker
But it would never accept the anwser .
I learnt to listen
And accept it
that’s when my words started flowing
It started screaming a little less louder
Then I realised it was me against my self
The devil and angel balancing me out
Till I accepted
That’s what my life was about
To find peace with my other self .
@trueemotions91
Pretty lady
Looking at me,
Why do you bring
Me to my knees,
In all the humans
Upon the world,
Your the one
I kneel to.
Not because your eyes
Enchant me
Or the whisper of your voice
Excites me,
It’s a belonging I can’t explain
just a human brain .
@trueemotions91
I don’t fit here
I don’t belong
I stand out like a sore thumb
My hearts too soft
This world’s too hard
I hold on to details
It disregards
I’m on the outside
Staring in
I’m not like them
I don’t fit in
My hearts on my sleeve
I can’t hide it within
Yet I consume judgement
Until it’s part of my skin
I let it fester
Let it rot my soul
Until I’m spiralling down a familiar hole
“I don’t fit here”
I protest from outside
On the sidelines
Is where I’ll always reside.
-JF-
I believe in fairy’s
In a galaxy far away
Because I’m allowed to.
Dreaming
Some say .
But it’s reality
To my mind
Just Because their can’t see
Them dancing
In the glistening sky
Don’t mean I’m
Dreaming
My life away.
Remember
We all see
What we want to see
Some to blinded
To see thier own
Reality .
@trueemotions91
Freedom
I hear them call
But thier ain’t ready for that door.
Freedom
Yet there still roar
Do thier know
What their are asking for?
Freedom to what
I stand and adore.
Freedom to withdraw ?
Your to in line
To know freedom
Is in the mind
Once you explore
And unwind
Then you may know
How freedom works
Because it’s
inside that cage
You locked so tight .
@trueemotions91
If one thing I taught you
Stick it to this tune
Life ain’t fair
We all know the apple ain’t square
So when everyone is glaring
Just remember your daring
They imagantion
To the next level
As thier have never
Seen
Such a amazing
Thing
Which is you.
So don’t be shy
Don’t feel intimated
Their are all just scared
Coz thier ain’t seen
Truth, in the human form
Which spills so flultently from the tongue
As beautifully as you .
@trueemotions91
A father ,
Is a important role
I promise you that
As a girl
I promise
I know .
To teach us right or wrong
Like our father
To teach us to be strong
Like our father
Now I’m not saying a mother is no less
But nor is a father
He is a huge impact upon
Your child’s mental state
And latter
You may not see eye to eye
But I promise you I don’t lie
To seek for love
When all was forgotten
A empty shadow
Of a man
That
I called dad
Was hidden
By a man in disguise
I craved for his love
I honestly did
But not for my good
Nor his
I realised years later
When all was gone
That all along
I just wanted my dad
To teach me how
A man was supposed to treat me
In a ideal world
I should of learnt all this from the man
I called my dad
@trueemotions91
A empty book
When I was just 4
Full of pure white pages
But nothing more
Asked her what it was for
She smiled at me
As she stood by the door
This is your life
Was her simple words
A book put upon my floor
Ready for me to fill.
@trueemotions91
Crazy
Their named me
Because I like to listen to my thoughts
Talk to my self in a middle of the store
A imagantion I adore
Ain’t no one stopping my thoughts
Thought a pill could shut it down
But don’t realise they just make
It roar.
Cant never beat the score
the bars set to high
For any medical score
Iq higher then they imagantion
I shoot for the heart
Their will never understand .
Ain’t nothing crazy about me ,
I’m just a soul
With a mission
To listen to
What my head feels
Coz I know that’s real
And is my goal
To try and bring peace to my inner soul.
@trueemotions91
My mind is my haven
Yet I have no where to hide
Crazy thoughts
Constantly running in my mind
Wired feelings
I’ve never felt
Makes me wanna shout .
Feeling of something
Deep within me
Trying it’s best to reach out
With all my might
I struggle to keep it locked in
I’m fuckin petrified
If I declined
What would this thing do to my insides
It creeps in my throat
I promise you not
I feel it real tight
Makes me want to choke .
To keep it down
Is a strength I hold
Coz this fucker really wants to take hold
But I’m scared how my future will unfold .
@trueemotions91
Don’t lose yourself like me
Just sat staring at the tress
Admiring the beauty
Beyond your own little lies
Believing all you see .
Don’t let the pretty things in life
Fool you
Remember a face is a blessing in a disguise
And the fool will always turn out to be you
If you truly loose your soul .
@trueemotions91
emotions make me feel physically sick
Yet I fight that feeling everyday
Just because I’m used to feeling that way
It’s not normal
I know that now
It is my soul
Breaking inside
It’s only escape
Since I lock it deep
I’ve ignored every instinct
To fight what I know
Coz the truth be told
I just don’t care no more .
Bottled for far to long
It’s only aim is to remind me every day
What makes me feel vile
But I allready know
He will never complete my soul
Yet forever under his control .
@trueemotions91