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THE LIL BABY!!! THE BOY!!! THE POOR BOY!!!
i’m fuming, so heres a little Arizona Coyote since he is now a personification in my little world lol
something holy possessed me last night and I drew the most banger piece of ship art I've ever made. rlly proud of this !
does ur mind ever go « ashton irwin » and then u cry
Oh how the tables turned…
Just listened to episode 193 and I want to die; is it safe to say that:
"Spoiler! It's only gonna get worse from here!"
You broke me in the best way possible. You broke me in the delicious way a voice breaks to hit different note, in the way you break in a new favorite coat, in the way a bone needs to be rebroken and reset if it doesn’t heal properly.
You broke the person I was, the person I had somehow turned into along the way, and you pulled the best parts of who I used to be to the surface. In my heart you paved the way for who I am now. You stitched together the best parts of who I was then and who I used to be so long ago.
In loving you I started to love myself, to love who I turned into around you, to love the person you made me want to be.
Slowly, you led me to enjoy the world again and I’m forever grateful
And you wanna know something?
You didn’t even know you did it,
But I’m so glad you did
Happy birthday to my girlfriend
To you: my heart, my light, and my hope (and my gayness <3)
becoming utterly obsessed by how stupid nine looks
who fucking litters. why do i ever see litter. who thinks that’s okay. who. who NEEDS to throw their fast food bag out the fucking window instead of waiting until they get somewhere with a trashcan. what kinda clown behavior. get fucked.
alright i'll feed y'all with a traditional doodle of a Mechs AU of Jon
so i'm learning about logarithms in algebra rn
Just walked into the bathroom only to realise that one of my cat's is burying his snout deep into the catnip plant and beginning to graze...
Something about how Jim became so accustomed to Starfleet parlance that it’s the only parlance he can speak at all. Something about how his relationship with his ship and his work as Captain extends to language as well, to the way he handles and expresses his emotions.
Amok Time – Kirk is confronted with the fact Spock keeps a dangerous secret that, if not shared, might end up with his first officer killed
The Apple – With the landing party marooned on a strange planet and the USS Enterprise being pulled ever closer to the ground, Kirk asks Scotty something beyond excellence.
The Doomsday Machine – Commodore Matt Decker stands in the maw of a monster with a dead crew and stripped of any will to live. Kirk tries to bring his old friend to reason, but nothing else can be done for Decker as he looks death in the eye.
I understand how, especially in the third instance with Matt Decker, he might've seemed cold (your buddy is about to off himself, and you remind him the higher-ups spent too much money on his formation), but I see it more as Kirk trying to ground both himself and his friend (who is also a Commodore, might I remind you) than simply reducing Decker to his position.
It also accidentally reveals a lot about Jim (although reveal is not the best word, as that same thought has been explored in numerous episodes before), how much his sense of worth is tied to his job—to how well he can perform and excel at it.
But that's not all he's saying. In both instances (Amok Time and Doomsday Machine), Kirk puts himself in the Federation's place because he sees its recognition as more valuable, more "worth living for" than his own.
It's his way, the way of a man who knows no life other than that of servitude, of saying I care about you, and I don't want to lose you.
It's really tragic that it is not enough to save Decker. If both Matt and Jim share the belief (which appears more often than not in Starfleet overachievers) that your inner worth is tied to how well you can perform it, Matt is left face to face with the rather morbid fact that he failed severely and his whole crew is dead because of it.
To sin is human, yes, but if the Doomsday Machine is the Devil, as the Commodore himself put it, it truly is a shame Decker did not view himself as deserving of forgiveness