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tsc3 maybe????
I can't make myself draw anything other than sketches, also I drew a fanart for tsc a year ago and since then I kept on thinking that I didn't draw Jean's appearances as detailed as I'd like to so I made up for it
In preparation for The Golden Raven, here’s my little Bingo prediction cards.
(One of these are more serious than the other.)
I love Jean's POV because that mtf lies so much to himself that at some point, if you dont pay attention, even you start believing him
In the interview part, Kevin gets super mad because the interviewer suggests the Trojans made a mistake signing Jean, this is the first time ever he breaks his "public persona" and it is clearly because he got mad they were attacking Jean
Meanwhile Jean Moreau is out there thinking "Wonder if Kevin slipped like that because they talked badly of the Trojans or because of the alcohol"🤡
And it is not just with Kevin
EVERY TIME someone does something good to him or defends him, this mtf finds every possible reason for it under the Sun, except admitting this person cares and want him well
Jeremy is worried about him? Must be because Jeremy doesnt want him to be an obstacle to the team
Rhemann asks if he is okay? Must be because he is a terrible a player and is disappointing Rhemann on the Court
His other teammates want to spend time with him on the bus? Cant find the reason, but there nust be something
It is absolutely not his fault, and it in fact breaks my heart everytime
I just wish he could see how amazing he is and how much people actually care and like him
i love that cat took a look at jean (tortured 6’2 huge strong bisexual frenchman sad grey eyes elite athlete tragic homoerotic situationship victim) and said i will make him even hotter. get on this motorcycle.
This part got me SO MAD
And he made Jeremy answer it, like, c'mmon how terrible of a parent can you be
Yes, the kid fucked up. Yes, using drugs was a shit decision. From that to literal murder there is a huge gap.
Also, it is Jeremy, boy couldn't harm a flower. He is literally so sweet all the time. How can you not know your kid that much????
Jeremy's family make me wanna throw up
honestly i HATE trent knox bc wdym ur questioning if ur son killed somebody when the worst thing he’s ever done is do drugs and have an orgy
The way he tried to say he was a Moreau ONCE again (when Cat said "I love you" to him) and then stopped himself and almost choked 💀
Neil has a talent for saying exactly what will make an impact on someone. He uses that for evil or for good, depending solely on who is the person he is talking to
“I am a moreau”
“so was elodie”
clocked him so hard he didn’t dare mention it again in a whole as new book. he tried, I see you struggling jean dw, but he never got through with it
neil josten the man that you freaking are.
So I have been thinking and I noticed one kind of disturbing thing in the backstories revealed in TGR
So, we all know Jean tried to end his own life at the Nest and Riko tortured him for it and then locked him basically on a box with breathing holes
During the time Jean was locked in there, Kevin went to talk to him and made him promise to not try it again, bc he wouldnt be able to handle being left alone with Riko again (before Jean's arrival when they were all 14ish, it was just Kevin and Riko). Jean promised it to him, and not matter how much he wanted to, he never dared to break the promise, even after Kevin had left.
Riko never knew this talk or this promise happened, which means that this mtf probably thought the reason why Jean never tried to kill himself again was bc of the torture he faced after he tried it 🤡
Like, Riko was probably outhere thinking that locking someone up in a coffin for days is a super effective way to prevent future suicide attempts (kinda ironic since Riko died of "suicide", aah the karma that came to this little bitch will never not me amazing to me)
Anyways, just wanted to share with yall my disturbing thought of the night
Literally a whole series about second chances and yall are mad a character has fucked up and needs a second chance????
Ppl scare me honestely, like, how can you not understand it so hard that you read the whole series only to get to TGR and hate Jeremy???
tbh all these people I see who hate Jeremy because of what was revealed in tgr have a fundamental misunderstanding of not only the golden raven, but the entire message of aftg as a whole. and I'm not sorry for saying that.
Then proceeds to say he hates Kevin
I love them both so much 🥺🥺🥺
Their interactions make me wanna hug my pillow, crawl in fetal position and just stay there forever. At the same time I wanna punch a wall, bc how could Riko and Tetsuji hurt so much those two beatifull souls and also make them hurt each other just to survive
I swear, I cant
the way jean speaks about and interacts with kevin is so… *gestures vaguely*
“he has earned the right to be arrogant” SAY IT LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK
“stupid, beautiful kevin” oh! ok i didn’t need my heart anyway
“you are supposed to be better than this” “you have always known what i am” well that’s great for you two! meanwhile i am clawing at the walls of my enclosure
“unspoken: you cannot refuse me” hit like a blow to the head tbh
I really really really need to say that Neil didn't send a hit on Grayson because Jean said he hated him or because Jean got in a fight with him.
Neil sent out that hit because Jean compared Grayson to Drake.
He wouldn't have done it otherwise. He did it because he knows what Drake did to Andrew, and he knew that Jean knows what Drake did to Andrew, and he knew that Jean wouldn't compare anyone to Drake unless he meant it.
He did what he canonically would've done to Drake had Aaron not been faster.
Jean: Uh, I hate this guy
Neil, popping out of nowhere: Do you want me to kill him? I can kill him. Ask me to kill him.
TGR SPOILERS !!!!!!!
some of the quotes that made me put the book down and take a lap around the house before being able to continue
no tgr spoilers since I haven't finished it... On chapter 12
However. Jeremy Knox is never beating the Gansey allegations I fear
Jean Moreau has suffered more than Jesus
reasons I’m like Jeremy Knox:
from a big LA family, blond
Reasons I’m like Jean Moreau:
bisexual and hating it
End of list ✋
Kindle recommending me sports fiction because of how much aftg I read… we’ve had a fundamental miscommunication
I found this so endearing even though I know it’s because my boy was literally like too busy getting waterboarded to learn what weed is 🤦♀️
One of my most toxic qualities is the deplorable french accent I use to read all of jeans lines in my head I pray god forgive me
Thinking about “I won’t let me be” :((
Neil not telling Kevin and Andrew that he flew to LA is so fucking in character for him but we also gotta remember that Wymack knew where Neil went, because Jean called him from the Thai restaurant, and apparently said nothing.
Kevin can be a queen all he wants, his dad still remains the King of Not My Business.
Jeremy: it must be easier, liking both
Jean, who spent two books considering gouging out his eyes:
I be reading TGR like religious catholic people read the bible. I’m just living my life doing anything at all and then I’ll be like hmmm what was it he said in that passage?? *takes book out of my pocket and begins reading devoutly* “they… are not… your partners,” Jean 15:2. yes sir, preach.
the most unbelievable things from TGR (in no particular order)
- Coach Rhemann secret husband
- Jean thought that Xavier had heart surgery because HE DIDN’T KNOW XAVIER WAS TRANS
- Jeremy apparently napped in a Museum Cafe??
- Other spots Jeremy has napped include: a locker room bench, outdoors on campus, Jean’s business class he was forced to sit through, in his car WHILE DRIVING (3-4 times??)(seriously though where HASN’T this guy napped???）
- Jean didn’t know about the Fourth of July
- JEAN DIDN’T KNOW HIS OWN BIRTHDAY????
- Neil almost got straight-up murdered during a game against Ravens FOR THE SECOND TIME
- ANDREW MINYARD QUIT SMOKING BECAUSE JEAN TOLD HIM THAT ‘NEXT TIME SOMEONE TAKES A SWING AT NEIL ANDREW AND HIS BRISKET LUNGS WOULD HAVE TO WATCH HIM DIE’
- Jean understands capitalism…in THEORY
- If you put together Jeremy, Laila and Cat’s favorite colors you get the bisexual flag
- Jean’s favorite color is brown…LIKE JEREMY’S FUCKING EYES
- Jabberwocky Moreau